Simplicity!

Long writen post

2010-07-04T22:14:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since I'm on Blogger.Everything in this account becomes dead at the beginning of 2010 whereby it's a challenging year with lots of changes and fast adaptability skills.Sec 4 is screwed and totally screwed-Flunk my prelim1 like mad and certainly dropped in standards like crazy too.What can I say?The only thing is to move ahead and learnt from past mistakes.Life was great with friends as I bonded well with 58th and 4D.Well,it's quite sad to know that NT and Exp friends will be going to seperate routes after their graduation.For 4NA,praise the Lord that we had one last year in 2011 to spend time and graduate together with our good friends,so better cherish the times spent with our friends.As for academics wise,life goes on and homeworks obviously piled on as time proceeds nearer towards Ns better be prepared to slog harder in the following weeks.Being able to blog is fortunate as I hasn't accessed this account for nearly 5 months partly because of time and parental constraints.Retainers on my teeth now makes me suffer with raw cuts and ever growing ulcers anywhere inside the mouth cavity,life is 'great'.Feeling stressed and such makes life even 'better'...Sec 5-a bigger year with bigger stress.So be thankful of your year in Sec4.Relationships rank the lowest over here with big and unexpected disappointments and surprises.To date,it is still pretty hard to find somebody of suitable character for me probably due to lack of time or may be ...Well,there are thousand and one reasons out there to this question.Well,priorities must be ranked accordingly so definitely relationships musn't get in my way.Ending my post here,have fun reading.

Long post

2010-02-13T20:32:00.002+08:00

It's been really long since I once went into my Blogger's account and the last thing on Earth you will find me is blogging-anything but blog.2010 has come and tomorrow marks the official start of 2010 in the lunar calendar and of course the year of the tiger.So many things had happened from friends to family and back to school life once again.I would like to thank all peeps for their Valentines' Day gifts and seriously,I'll get a sore throat after eating the gifts and CNY cookies...Rawr!I would want to start off the year right and start to realize the importance of Ns.I'll always love MrH though he will never love his MrsB back anymore.

BUSY.

2010-01-14T22:52:00.001+08:00

Officially declared BUSY.

Lazy and tired

2010-01-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

For all seniors that had graduated and came back this afternoon to take their results,congratulations for getting such good results:)Hmms,bought My Sister's Keeper and started reading it already,was very brought into the storybook life...Very thrilling!(: and I am declared tired,very very tired.I slept but of no use.Life is still as meaningless,you dis not care too.I just wish you will know but you never knew ...

Screwed up

2010-01-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

My blog is completely scrwed up with the new skin.

Back.

2010-01-10T10:23:00.002+08:00

Hello!I decided not to give up blogging and use blogging as a form to distress myself.Sorry for the past few postings,they may scare people off but right now,I am perfectly 100% okay;)Hmm,first week of school started off hectic and missing lessons due to GESS trail and CCA orientation.Tests are cumulating,2 Eng tests in this week and next week?One Exp Maths Test.Booms,quite a few things to do today though.Had pre camp yesterday and it was very funny.Here goes:SmartSamuel,BravoBryan,BotakBrian,StupidSharmine,RandomRhonda,JoyfulJoanne,GeniusGuo,ExcellentEileen,EverythingEugenia,CoolCheeLeong,JokerJiaSheng and XphdermaXavier(I don't know)Hmms,danced Nobody and outstanding CheeLeong ...Hmm,went to Vivo to get CNY clothes:)Hmm,off to CHC and late night dinner at Bedok,went home and 2 pieces of homeworks and slept my way through ...:)

You take care of your throat.

To you

2010-01-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

Perhaps this is the ending you wanted and anticipated.Tomorrow turns one full month already...May be you had already forgotten all about it,right?Never mind,you will only be satisfied if you see me lying in the coffin,sleeping one day.That day is drawing near,no worries.

For Toot

2010-01-06T22:06:00.002+08:00

Hello toot,if there are solutions to everything then there will not be so many people in the world having depression or even suicide cases...But,there are so many daily!Perhaps they really cannot change their mindset?I do not know but have you ever tried getting super hurt in the heart by somebody precious?Do you know how hurtful it can be?It can be so hurtful that you can even cry out inside and outside.Being happy and cheerful,so what?It will not help.Right?Toot,thank you for being there for me jut now but it is not so simple:(

Dead blog

2010-01-06T21:49:00.002+08:00

I do not find anything purpose in updating this blog any longer.Everything is gone-my studies are slipping drastically and Ns are so very near!!!How?I do not want to say anything more.The world has lost it's meaning and everything is gone...Nothing left.I am just an empty person leaving in this empty world.I am dead beat about this world already.You had just left me again and ignored me...Why???I had lost my fighting spirit and everything is useless already...

Toot,tootiie finds no life in living anymore:(

125th Anniversary

2010-01-04T21:07:00.002+08:00

Yay,today starts school:)Whee whee,felt very sleepy because of the rain in the morning and so,everything seemed to be a little dull.But the weather changed and soon the sun appeared in the midst of the dark clouds once again:)Boat-folding exercise began for the whole school and people were busy folding and talking.Hahas,good job to 4D people because you guys manged to fold a total of 3080 boats,great work man!Went for the finale ceremony and cut the red and green balloons and they flew off the sky:)Hah,Wai Kit could not cut the strings and end up,being teh last one to cut the balloons,funny you.Hmm hmm,cheered and went for training afterwards.(: Haha,was counted a dull day for me because of some things but I believe they are actually learning lessons to make me manage my time better for this year.Hahaha,see you guys in GESS:)Well,we overshot over original traget by 38%;from 125'000 to 171'550!!!Yayness,we created a record:)Whee!
ONWARD!

Resolutions for 2010.

2010-01-01T12:01:00.003+08:00

Well,resolutions' time:)
1)I want to strive for my Ns and O
2)I want to be a less angry person
3)I want to serve God more
4)I want to look at things from another perspective
5)I want to make my friends happy for 2010 and subsequent years ahead
6)I want to stay committed in all I do
7)I want to start treasuring people around me
8)I want to make 2010 a year with learning values
9)I want to make people happier
10)I want to have a nice start and and a nice end:)

TOP 10 ON THE LIST,very hard to fulfil despite the small number-10.

1 Jan 2010.

2010-01-01T11:47:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey!Let's give a warm welcome to 2010-an eventful but challenging year:)Hahas,let's hope that 2010 will be a better year for me because 2009 is somehow screwed up but that is 2009 already!!!Hees,today will be a day to start doing and if possible,completion of homeworks because for 2 and 3 Jan,I will be busy.For 2 Jan-I will be having meeting with Ms Thng at 8 and another meeting with Mr Chan at 9 till perhaps afetrnoon.Lunch with the SLs and got to go NLB to return my storybooks.Back home,complete some remaining homwork.3 Jan-Service at Expo from 10 till 12 and fellowship till 4+?Went home to start packing my new bag and tidy up my new uniform and complete my homework(hopefully there will not be that much or even 0)
Hmm,let's see...Woke up at 10am today and went back to sleep again and woke up at 1120 and decided to stop sleeping and gear up for today's agendas.Hahas,say bye bye to shopping and such because good things always go at the last and got to complete all my holiday homeworks ASAP and then,my burden is GONE.(: Hmm,today should be a good day,I hope,pray for God's grace;)Start today right because it is the mark to 2010,correct beginning;correct ending.(:

Just for you.

2009-12-31T21:57:00.002+08:00

Dearest You,yesterday's virtual talk had became very obvious that you really look forward to the life without me,a life that is just yourself and freedom.You wanted so much to break free and you sounded very dejected when I pursued you to get back together and through several promptings,you still gave the same old answers over and over.Hey,imagine if I did not initiate on 7 Dec,perhaps everything would be different.That is,the total opposite of the current.You being hurt and stressed while I am just as happy and naive if I never initiated it.Well,like you always said;everything happened for a reason,I believe this happened because of a certain reason/purpose that I need to know but sadly,I am still oblivion about it.May be in the near future,I will see it?Hopefully.Well,it feels very weird and empty without talking on the phone and SMS-ing you...Look back,it had been 3 weeks+ since we were over and everything changed so quickly.On top of that,you became quite cold towards me.I really do not want to let go but you wanted me to;you did not say it out for fear that I will be sad so you said,my choice but in actual fact,you wanted me to let go of everything and move ahead with life.Well,that is what I did in Thanksgiving today,I burnt all my regrets and they were ashes already,let the regrets go-a new year,a new beginning.I really do not know what to say though I have plenty of them to tell you,I want you to know that I really love you but to love you,I need to let you go-set you free to get the happiness you wanted.Since I do not have the ability to let you be happy,somebody else can then why not?To love someone is to see him being happy,then you will be happy.Right?You have your own charisma that attracted many girls but please chooose one that really suits you.For me,nobody is suitable,perhaps next time then I will start finding the correct one but right now,I am too busy with my school's things and really,I may not be that committed and exams are drawing near;not just prelims but National Examinations,so no joking matter...Yes,that is all for now,good luck in 2010,hope that you will be able to score in Os,anticipate rather than regret.Life is fun,full of ups and filled with downs,that is equilibrium in life.But,just believe that God is there to work miracles(:

Last day-Let's countdown;)

2009-12-31T21:31:00.004+08:00

Hey hey hey!Today marks the last for 2009;a year of fear and a year of fun and a year of new things and tries.(: Well,met Yen Yi in Tiong to buy snacks for Thanksgiving later.Took MRT to City Hall to meet Aloysius because he had to pass me my gift from Hokkaido,thanks bro!Hmm,lots of gratitude because he just came back and may have jet lag today but he still came out and passed it to me,love the doll and speciality that you brought back and really,love you lots,have a blessed 2010 ahead(:All the best for Os as well.
Haha,thanksgiving at Cherlyn's place and was very crowded and fun!Played Monopoly with Guan Yuan,Yen Yi,Chin Hock,Lance,Melvin,Karen and Shenice and yupp,happy birthday Matthew:)Hees,mini buffet and lots of cheers but let's not forget God for the times we had.Hmm,went off to Changi Airport T2 for Starbucks with the rest of the cell group people and played Monopoly and Bridge.Some part,my mood went down and became really silent... ... ...Hmms,went home with Chin Hock,Chermin and Cheng Jun while the others still carried on playing.Talked quite a lot to Cheng Jun and yeah,just look ahead,anticipate instead of regret.(:
Heyo Aloysius,the biscuit's packaging was superb but the inside was even nicer:)Super smooth and rich!!!Oh my,you really filled my heart with gratitude!!!(:

Everything becomes clear to me,you really should go.If you love him,you should set him free.I am setting you free,perhaps someday and somehow,we will meet up again and be together,it will be God's Will already,not up to my control.I plan to type a long post for you,should I?Will you even read?

Last course-Final Showcase.

2009-12-30T20:28:00.002+08:00

Yes yes yes!Today narks the last day for PSL course:)No more waking up early and coming home late,heehee.Well,mainly folded and counted boats today with 58th and SL Excos today and ended very late,around 6+ and went to Tiong LJS to have dinner with R and D...Hmms hmms,played and chatted with Sinvyest a lot and she is really very innocent and good to bully:)Hahas,okay okay,shall stop already,if not later she angry again.Sorry for today,did not mean to make fun of you ...Hmms,took back papars and fold again.Perhaps someday I will turn into a PROFESSIONAL origami mistress,hah.(: Well,thanksgiving for CHC tomorrow at Cherlyn's place,see you guys there:)
Oh,my homeworks...Like they are all plain and nicely stacked in one corner...School is reopening right??? ??? ???

I love you,I want you back.I miss your hugs.Do you?I feel so empty without you.

PSL course

2009-12-29T19:24:00.002+08:00

28th Dec 2009
Today had PSL course from as early as 8:15 to 6+ and had many things to do such as my speech and folding boats,not just a little but a whole lot...Hmm,was very happy that the course was went well and the story telling was a success and well,dinner with my family and went home and mugged my tuition work ...Hmms,slept for the whole night ...And,you take care all right?

29 Dec 2009
Hmm,PSL course again and today was slightly better because I was away for tuition with Mr Kuan for 2 solid hours and was bombarded with a pile of homeworks...Hmm,on top of that,my school work,are still left undone!Rawr,HOW?!Hmm stressed out:(And,I am in the working comm,no need to do much but still,let's contribute by folding:)Tired;one word to describe me.

Hey,take care of your health all right?Heard your wheezings and sneezings on the phone yesterday,was really worried.Hope you are really okay.Should I hate you or blame you or what?You know how painful it is for me to put on a brave front in front of you while I am crying on the inside?!Guess that will never ever appeal to you because you are that blessed and no matter how,you will not have that feeling...I miss you,do you have that same feeling?That is one BIG question mark that I may not be able to ask from you.

Yes you you you!I hate you!You,this detestful bitch,always lying to me and never ever are you once truthful!How many chances have I given,did you change?Count yourself,how many already?Countless right?You,don't you ever expect me to talk to you ever again because you are seriously making me pissed off and I really cannot believe me trusting you again and again despite the fact that you had broken so many promises!...I should just stop relenting,you will never know anything because of the childish mentality.

Alvin and the Chipmunks 2

2009-12-27T19:48:00.002+08:00

Woke up as early as 0630 today to meet Yen Yi at Mac to have breakfast before going service.We reached very early and started talking about some matters first and went into church.Lunch in Century Sq Popeyes with some people and went off to Cathay to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 with YY,SH and CH.Hmm,went home after that and tomorrow's PSL training ends at 5:30pm and starts at 0815...Tired and tired and more tired,I should start doing all my homeworks because I am only left with 4 days in 2009 to do what I need to do and end off this year well and on the right note.Been very busy these few weeks because of meetings and trainings,a year is about to end like that,so fast and holidays are finishing?!So fast?I felt as if yesterday was holidays but in reality,each passed day equates to one more day to school reopen.Hmm hmm,new year with new expectations and everything starts from scratch again,meaning I have to work hard and study all over again and begin to start running a new race for 2010.2010,a year of seriousness and determination.(:

You ignored me again,right?Stop it,I really hate it when you do that.):

Leadership.

2009-12-26T18:33:00.002+08:00

Back from PSL training and Year 1 Ace Camp Meeting with SLs.Hees hees,very tiring today and cold!Rawr,super tired and kept yawning,Hmms,danced Nobody(ANCO's version)in front of Mr Chan and he was quite pleased with what we are doing.Hmm hmm hmm,what is next?Reading story books and sleep once again...Very very sleepy and tired.Hees,service tomorrow?

Hmm,you are so cold.As cold as ice,how do I ever break that ice?Even before getting nearer to you,I already suffered frostbite.How?You tell me yourself what do you want.I will be waiting,always waiting... ... ...

Home Sweet Home

2009-12-25T21:17:00.003+08:00

Hahas,what a magnificent day!I was back a while ago from my aunt's place and I received numerous gifts from my family.Wait wait,let's see what I got...

A $45.90 Converse handbag
A 4GB Memory Card
A small Zip-It bag
A velvet HP pouch
A Black and White Haversack(looks like Dickies)
An Orange Hoodie
A Black with white striped shawl
and some cash:)*Ka-Chings*

Hmm,ate quite a lot of junk food today with the ham,log cakes,cheese cakes,fizzy drinks and potato chips!Bleh,so many!Argh argh...Hmm,Mummy gave me 4 tees today(2 pink and 2 black),hopefully I can wear them because Mummy cannot wear them already!Haha,Dad and her bought me a pair of denim wedges,very nice but I cannot walk fast,got to take nimble steps...Hmms;( Lastly,sleep early tonight because there will be meetings tomorrow.Once again,thank Lord for the abundance of gifts:)
Hmm,I got Fererro and Diam from Hiro as a form of exchange for my gifts,thank you!

Hey,hope you've enjoyed your gifts.I will really really want to see you exchanging yours with mine.Okay?Love you,xoxo.

Christmas

2009-12-25T17:05:00.002+08:00

Went to Expo yesterday with SH,CH,YY,V and GY...Haha,very fun and nice skit and nice knowing CHC cell groupmates such as Kenneth and some others.Haha,missed fellowship with YY and CH.Hees,late night dinner in Tiong Mac with YY and begin doing my Read and Reflect segment this morning.Today is Christmas and while we celebrate,let us not forget to rejoice because it is Christ that gave us today so that our sins were taken away and also in our rejoicement,let's give thanks and praise our our worthy Lord,our Father and Christ that gave us deliverance and salvation.(:
God showed me the way and I should live on with God as my guidance:)

To that special You,it is not too late.Hope you will be back with me once again.I miss you,xoxo:)Merry Christmas and have a blessed year ahead:)

来俊

2009-12-24T11:39:00.002+08:00

Haha,was talking to Lye Jun on MSN halfway and I randomly asked about his CHINESE name and and this was his chinese name:来俊.Funny right?But he sounded rather serious,so I trusted him.Hmm hmm,at first I asked him to guess mine and he wrote this:一零.Wrong word but correct pronounciation.Hmms,he wanted to guess and he got my name correct...My chinese name some more...Wahs*stunned face*Hmm,then I was shocked and asked how did he get it...He came with this simple formulae:
nahh not like anyhow choose
as in
commonly
the name
how say
u say weird name
then i find the chinese words
weird + common = ur name

That is entirely copied from our chat window:)Hees hees,you are so smart,no wonder Maths Olympiad:)

Christmas Eve

2009-12-24T11:19:00.002+08:00

Heya Readers,blogging at such early hours because I am very very happy!Hees,today is Christmas Eve;candlelit service tonight in Expo-City Harvest and gift-exchange!Rawr rawr,can't wait for tomorrow but first,before any celebrations,let's give thanks to our Lord:)

Baby,I love you.Make me happy for Christmas okay?At least spend a day with me,will you?Speak speak,your silence is my pain.I have no choice but to smile in front of you...

Sec 1 Registration 2010

2009-12-23T19:29:00.002+08:00

Hees,today was a success!Thank you prefects for coming down to help out and make everything fast:)Hahaha,ONWARD Prefectorial Board!Well,went out with R to Bugis and Swee Hong with Zheng Yee joined us later on:)Yen Yi was late because she went back Hougang and went to the wrong level.Hahas,bought some people Christmas gifts today and burnt a hole in my pocket.Hah,one year once,guess it is all right:)Hmm hmm,candlelit service in Expo tomorrow!Whee whee,going to meet new people and talk to God once more.Life has been rather tiring and I am feeling very lost,hope to find salvation and way:)Hees,see you people that are in City Harvest okay?

I love you as much,do you?Have you really forgotten me?My heart only has YOU.
I will be waiting;as long as each second I am breathing,I will carry on waiting till I
get you back one day,somehow or rather:)

Updates

2009-12-22T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hello people!I am here once again to blog:)Hmms,currently having guo dong with my family in my grandma's house and as usual,I was in the room;blogging.In the morning went out with Mummy to PS and Tiong to buy my shoes and shoe white for leather material,thanks Dad for the leather shoes for my X'mas gift and shopped a while before going home and here I am!Hees,very crowded atmosphere but AS USUAL...I did not eat and may be going home at 8 plus and continue reading GG books and do a swap with Dada and X'mas shopping with her TOMORROW!Yay yay yay:)I love shopping!

You did not text me today,are you really that busy or have you forgotten everything in just 2 weeks and 1 day?Please at least do not ignore me,will you?

On the other hand,thank you for your persistence despite the fact that you got rejected time and time again.I am very sorry,my heart only has space for one particular person,hope that you will find another girl:)Do not wait already,I am not worth it.

Guo Dong=Winter Time

2009-12-22T12:26:00.002+08:00

Woke up today feeling very tired once again and having a sore throat which I reckoned will be recovered by tomorrow:(Well,breakfast with my family and Mummy bought herbal tea for me.Thank you:)Heading out soon to PS Etude House and Tiong later to buy white shoes for tomorrow's Sec1 Reg.Hees hees,on a brighter note,Christmas Eve in another 2 days and Christmas in another 3 days!!!Haha,I want my presents:)Smiles smiles smiles!Haha,service on 24th and and...my homework pile is still there... OOPS!

Going to celebrate Guo Dong with glutinous rice balls with my family this evening:)Though I do not really like glutinous rice balls due to the ultra sweet syrup which is purely gross and the rice balls made up of flour that had ZERO filling and could stick to my molars easily.Hah,now I know why my mummy insists that I keep today free.Hees,should I try a rice ball?May be it is not so bad:)

When will you put the ring into my ring finger?I am always waiting and every second,it will be on my neck.

Photo-Time:)

2009-12-21T21:39:00.006+08:00

GESS very own "Auntie Lucy" and Princess Barbie!!!

Bed-Time:)

One more added~

Close-Up:)

Look up,please?

EEEEE,lying on the floor!

Full-body shoot

4 pretty 58th:)

My beloved SUNSTREAKER!

Group photo:)Optimus Prime!

Facils:)

Cute right?

People,enjoy!

Back(:

2009-12-21T17:23:00.010+08:00

Hello peeps:)I am back from my PB Pre Camp and Camp;)Haha,OPTIMUS PRIME is the best because the group is made up of 58th and some Sec 3 prefects.Hmm,for the rest of the prefects,they were grouped to 4 groups,mainly Bumblebee,Slingshot,Streetwise and Sunstreaker:)Haha,miss me?Read on then:)

18-Dec-09:Pre camp
Met Sinvyest in MTC and went to school together,came and found PB room in a mess and started selecting groups:)Well,it was noisy but fun.Dinner was late and had to check in to our own room and the campers' rooms for tomorrow.Well,briefing by Fel on Amazing Race and slept pretty early,around 2?Hmm,woke up at 6 the next day.

19-Dec-09:Camp
Well,today is the start of PB Camp and had a short introduction on the working committee and facilitators,had a SL programme afterwards and went to eat lunch in school before going off to Changi.Well,Sunstreaker was quite quiet and certain things were difficult to do.Well,later conversations were heard and my group managed to finish all stations,except one last one.It is okay:)Hmm,Jamen fell sick and needs to book out:(Get well soon and had face paint activity.Facils said I looked like Shrek,hah,night trail afterwards.Hmms hmms,had a minor problem but everything was okay:)Wash up and slept like around 3+

20-Dec-09:Camp
Hmms,Scavenger Hunt today and my group finished all stations:)Well,it was very fun and our whole team bonded very quickly despite being tired:)Had a "soap" game and I joined together with Swee Hong:)Yay!Hahas,lunch and Scavenger Hunt in PS.Though we were tired,we ran and competed fiercely with the remaining 3 teams,good job,Sunstreaker:)Went back to GESS and the 5 groups started on their preparation for ROD and group song.Well,OP was included and our skit rules!Agree agree?Meanwhile,learnt a few lines and had a short dance with the skit and prepared BBQ food for the entire camp:)Fun and enjoyed ourselves with the songs and dances and the food;)Special camp right?Hmm,packing ended very late and 57th was back:)So was 56th!Hmms,romantic and funny for Sunstreaker but OP...our performance was beyond words.Slept around 3 again.ZzZzZ Thanks Leonard for the food from Japan:) and the gift from 57th!(: Well,I am really happy that 57th gave a digital photo frame to 58th and celebrated 5 people's birthdays and 2 56th did something very gruesome(SH and M)Hahas.Lastly,thank you seniors for coming back for the campfire and helping us in some ways or another despite your busy schedules:)Love PB,ONWARD!

21-Dec-09:Break-camp
Well,overslept today because of the tiredness.Dada was shaking me and her alarm was ringing,somehow I just cannot wake up.Did the proposal with Yen Yi and had breakfast.Played a few games with Sunstreaker and many funny things happened,such as dancing:)Haha,Sec1 Reg exercise later but everything was still all right.Hmm hmm,went for lunch and had to clean the canteen again.Well,time for break camp and Mr Kung made a powerpoint presentation for us during the 3 days,quite obscene pictures but we love it!Dedication time and each facil and group said some things to their groups and well,I cried and THANK YOU,Sunstreaker for the dedications,you guys are certainly awesome too!You guys made my day as well,apologies for the harshness.:(Hmm,cheered and recited the Prefect's Oath.Break camp and talked to Sunstreaker.You guys are loved by Kaiqi and me:)Hope you guys will remember the lessons and bring them to use in 2010.(: Took photographs and I had adrenaline rush,high all of a sudden:)
Went to Tiong Mac with facils and slept there...Tired~

I LOVE YOU,Sunstreaker!

It is time to concentrate on my studies and committments.Perhaps staying as friends is the best and right way out.You got your qualities and certain traits in you,I really cannot accept it.Too "open" may be?I am not and I really cannot change for you.This is enough to pull off any connections.Well,I will try to talk lesser to you and get use to my own life and it had been 2 weeks already.21 Dec 09;time flies.Lesser dependence on You.

Vexed.

2009-12-17T20:38:00.002+08:00

I cannot concentrate on many things today,went home and slept my way till 6+ and started packing my pre camp and camp things,well...It's been really long since I ever went for a camp,the most recent one was OBS,which is last month(Nov)and I had forgotten what to pack and I cannot find a suitable bag to put everything in.Planning for PB camp is quite taxing and meeting Sinvyest first after tuition and head to PS together.Well well,planned to complete my homeworks but it was a futile plan after all.My body is getting weaker,feeling very tired these few days and packing for PB camp is screwed once again.Hmm,HOW?

Packed my bag and I had NO CHOICE but to use my 2010 new bag(Prince)as my camp bag.Wait,where do I store my dirty clothes?Hahas,MORE packing tomorrow,I guess.
I am so looking forward to Christmas,may be going for candlelit service on the 24th:)Hees,REJOICE!
Packing and more packing tomorrow~

Sorry to reject you once again,hope you will understand.Once again,I am very sorry.

Off-day

2009-12-17T12:21:00.001+08:00

Woke up feeling relaxed because this the only day to rest and read GG once I woke up,talked to Yong Liang over SMS and thanks for your concern.Had a short conversation with Dad and I had decided to cope myself at home to read,mug and complete my proposal(PB camp logistic list).Had plan to complete English,Geog and one Chinese essay by today in the afternoon,pack bag for PB pre camp and actual camp by late evening and leisure reading in the night or blogging.But my dad insists that I go out with my family today because coping myself too much at home is bad for my health...Hmm,guess my timeline for today needs some editing;(Dad mentioned that I do not look like my usual self-reading more and more,looking pale at night,sullen face and tired-looking eyes.Lastly,my conversations with them will eventually got cut abruptly...Is there anything wrong with me?Mummy mentioned that I rarely smile and talk to them these few days,very worrying and I told her I am okay.Well,parents are paranoid.Mummy kept pursuing me to say until I shouted:Shut Up.Well,sorry Mummy,did not mean to shout at you.Well,on a brighter side,tomorrow is PRE CAMP!:)Yay!

Guess you knocked me down hard,feeling blank.

Phew.

2009-12-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

Woke up early and went back to GESS to do filing for the sec 1 reg with Yen Yi,Jamen,Lye Jun,Ben Pon,Afiq,Eileen,Jagpreet and Lionel.Hmm,did I miss out anybody?Quite tired and confused but very funny,lots of laughters which cheered me up a little.Lunch in KFC with sec 2s and for once made me feel young.Had Meltz and I cannot finish my food in peace thanks to them!Chaotic batch!><
OOPS,my homeworks were still untouch!!!

YOU!I detest you to the core!I must get to the bottom of this matter because you are seriously a big liar and flirt!Hate you very much!I just realized that you had once misplaced my trust again!

Nokia 6500 Slide

2009-12-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

My handphone DELETED all my messages from my inbox which had 10086 messages!!!Rawr,automatic delete!All my messages were gone gone gone!

I miss you.Do you feel the same way?

Pink+White

2009-12-15T18:11:00.000+08:00

Had training today at HQ and met PY and R to go together.FAC today,set quite a number of cases for cadets but was quite fun and it may be their first time doing cases.Yeag,Jiayous!(: and lunch in PS KFC with 07 and Eugene,laughed and talked a lot today.Hmm,yesterday went to BibiBaba to get next year's uniforms with WY and KQ.Walked around Orchard and Bugis and went home.I just realized that my holiday homework is left untouched...Oops.

Tired once more

2009-12-14T11:44:00.000+08:00

Woke up with tanned arms,reddened and scraped knees,hot and reddened cheeks from yesterday's sun burnt and a lazy and tired body.Got to go to BibiBaba for 2010 uniforms purchase with WY and mummy and coming home to sleep again or complte my VB series and start on GG series-Massive book discovery,nice huh?Out of the blue moon,the library becomes a good friend of mine.Sounds insane though and heading out soon to Tiong to get some stationaries once more for MTC and holiday work purposes.

I hope you are not ignoring me.

My blog was screwed up once more.

2009-12-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

Thanks to R for helping me to change into the current skin in my blog,the previous one was very screwed up due to certain reasons like the photographs were removed by the owner.Well,SJAB outing to Sentosa Siloso Beach with almost the whole corp and it was rather fun and enjoyable!Played mostly in the sea with my 07 and the swash there was much stronger than the backwash,thus forming a beach and sediments deposit faster than they are being washed off...Geography.Haha,high tides were dangerous but thrilling while low tides were safe and calm.Was tricked by my own squadmates and wore ... today and something happened but a little private to type here,sorry.Played in the beach and happy 15th to LJS and hope you like the gift we bought and the celebration that we planned:)Dinner in Harbourfront,Pastamania and some bad things happened to Nabil...Relax squadmate,we will get to the bottom of this and the culprit will not be let off so easily.Take care and do not dwell too much on it already.Cheer up,07 is behind you(= Shopped and went home in 145 with S,PY and JS.

Dear,every slightest thing reminds me of you.Sorry for the prank,at least I knew that you still cared.I am very sorry,please do not be angry.Love you always.xoxo

Dejected.

2009-12-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

Woke up feeling tired all over my body and went NLB with Rhonda to borrow books,for once I maxed out my loao quota by borrowing 6 books at one go:4 GG series and 2 VB series(last 2)and there goes my life of freedom due to some personal reasons of my family and me.Guess it is going to be another problem once again.Sometimes I cannot help but wonder when will my problems ceased?When is that day?The feeling is devouring me slowly and painfully.Part of me wants to let go but the other do not.How?R is feeling the same way but hers may be not that bad beause her parents' issue is settled.What about me?It is just the start of an avalanche,rolling and rolling...St Andrew's JC by 2011,cut off point-8.How?!No more poly life,NOTHING!Do you understand my pain,dearest?Sadly to say,you don't.I love you but I cannot show it becaue it is going to be hard for me to let go once more.Changing love to hatred?That is total crap,total nonsensical bullshit.Hate you,blame you?Your fault?No,my fault.My life is ruined,much ruined...It will be long before I can smile once again,healing process may be a really slow one.I will forget one day but when is that day?I dreaded for that day to come.But,if I do not make the first move,that day will never come and it is that far.Every step you make brings you a step nearer to your destination.I should start walking already,it will be long and tedious but that is the only way out for me.Is there any more choices?No,sadly.To have a steady future with a steady income is more important and once I had told myself that between studies/career and relationship matters,I will still choose my studies/career over relationship matters.I will never regret my decision,up till today.If this the right way,then I should do it because it is right.The right decisions may not be happy decisions but at least,they will benefit in the long run.My life will never ever be that cheerful already,it will probably take some time to truely find another 'You' that can make me feel the same way as 'You' did before.Difficult because in this world,there will not be any clones of 'You',only yourself in this vast world.One and only,out of so many billions people.Lethargic of everything,why can't you just understand?

We chose this route ourselves,let's not look back and move on.

Down.

2009-12-12T09:55:00.000+08:00

You.What should I say?Tired about saying,sick about repeating,what more?Seriously,what do you want?It is over,let's just move on.No point in dwelling in the past and I do not want to ever see you again,never ever.Talked to R,hope she is really understands everything and had her doubts and anger cleared.Continued talking to ... and Samuel till nearly 3am yesterday,cried and upset.Dejected but I had Sam,guess everything should go well.May be meeting R or S,depending on what time is S free and whether R has woken up.That is all,for now.

You.

2009-12-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

Guess this shall be my last post to you saying anything already.As each day passes,our relationship slowly drifts off even as good friends.Perhaps we should not even been talking after the break up.It is okay not to be together and since you have so many responsibilities and options,I choose let you go-officially.I do not tear and feel sad or even want to have any conversations with you already.You abruptly cut off eveything form today,this very today...I seem to have many things to type but everything was jammed when I was typing.Tongue tied?May be.I am left with two weeks to do eveything,hope that everything would be done smoothly and you can just slowly fade away and when time comes,I will even forget you.I will not forget but neither will I remember.To forget is just an action,it slowly sweeps off the painful memories you have in life and prepare the spaces to slot in new ones or happy ones.To remember is also an action,it just occupies one part of your brain and that occupied part stays on,there will not be spaces for new or happy memories,just sad ones.To forget or to remember?That is another question that even I do not know it myself.All I can do is to move ahead and perhaps to just let go lightly and time will do everything from then on...Bye,this is my last good bye.

A day is still a day ...

2009-12-11T19:49:00.000+08:00

Woke up pretty early,the skies were still dark and the horizon at the end of my window was obvious,streaking dark blue,dull orange and bright yellow in colours.Had a short meeting with Mr Kung about Sec 1 Reg with Yen Yi and breakfast in Tiong.Went home and went for tuition in MTC at 2pm and ended tuition at 4:25pm;learnt Mean and Standard Deviation,the very first topic in Sec4 Exp.Haha,that is the end and tomorrow is Saturday!Gonna head towards NLB and drown myself in books accompanied by reading Standard Deviation notes:)

Oh,before I forgot,Samuel Hsu!You!Hahas,enjoy yourself in Penang all right?Sorry for the break through of the news,I think it is better for you to know now than be hidden in the dark.Sorry bro,forgive me ya?I had tried my best,do understand.Thank you.Enough of sad and solemn things,I want souvenirs okay?Once more,mei mei loves you.Take care and I promise in return to take care of myslef.Worthy huh?(:

Let me fall and sink,I will never get up once again.Take care of yourself and there are many 'options' out there.It need not be me.Once again,xoxo.

You.

2009-12-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

What is the point of studying in a very good school and had high education when you do not know anything?not even a single one!!!Consider yourself dumb or what not but you just do not have any authority to do whatever that pleases you while making innocent people sad,right?Please,have some heart or sympathy for people around you ya?If you do not want to solve anything right now,the least you could do was to leave people alone and do not ever find them again,why must you screw everything up when everything is going on smoothly?WIERD,I would say.I cannot be bothered with what you said or did because it does not concern me,well at least not any longer and I can tell you,I just dislike you.

It's been rather long since I blogged

2009-12-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

Yeah,went to the movies yesterday with SH,CH and RW.Hmm,had to go to GESS to hang banners first and then met the 2 guys at Tiong and off to PS.Lunch in Pastamania and had a manicure session with RW and off to watch New Moon.Hmm,not really nice because it did not follow the book and the ending was abrupt.Everybody was just fascinated about Jacob and the Volturi,nothing much.Hmm,shopped and went home really late.Today had recce at PS again and it was total hilarious!Damn funny and I bought my OP skirt,violet lanyard and carebear;)Whee,superrr fun day!(:

I missed you like crazy,will you be back?xoxo and Gabriel is super cute.The tone was so kiddy-like and yeah,fortunate to have such a good brother:)Haha,I love you always.

It's the end

2009-12-07T15:39:00.000+08:00

I guess this is probably the end of us,of our three months.I asked myself if this is the end that I want the answer is NO but do I have a choice?I am afraid that I will hurt you once more,I just want your smile not your tears.Sorry for iniating the break up first but that is the only way that is the best for you and me.You will not be feeling so forlorn all day long because I kept making you upset and I will not be fretting the whole day to make you laugh and try ways to not make you upset.Baby,this is the only way,right?I love you no matter what but I keep hurting you,which I do not want.To love you is different from to hurt you,once again,I am confused over to break up or not.You seem so dejected now,if you want a break,I am fine with your decision but just want to let you know,I love you as much as before and this love will remain,never ever ceasing.Take care of yourself and stay happy.(:

Stay Tune:)

2009-12-07T10:29:00.000+08:00

It's been quite a while since I ever blogged and this will be a super long post,I guess;)Yeah,many things happened within this short period of time,gonna blog about them according to date.(: Therefore,READ ON~~~

5 December 2009:
Today is ZPN(Zone Presentation Night),a day where everybody in SJ have to be in full uniform.Hmm,my day starts when meeting my 07 at KFC and changed to full uniform at Tiong toilet and took a cab,despite the distance was only very short and PY,R and me got scammed =x and yeah,usual things once more,taking attendance,attire checks and last-minute adjustments and took a catered bus there.Hmm,N and S were on duties so they were late and the dinner starts at around 7+ where all the VIPs reached and had a fun time talking and playing with NCOs and cadets:)Whee!The food was rather filling and mostly,we will be looking at the screen or the performances more than eating the food,hah,funny right?Good job to juniors whom danced at the ZPN,very nice though!(; and GESS got CHAMPION for Flag Day and my whole intake passed ANCO!But,that was not a very good thing because there will be more demands ahead.Hmm,went to Tiong and changed out and went home with PY.(: Tiring~

6 December 2009:
Went out with WY today to Far East and AMAZINGLY,we did not get anything and went to a bookstore to buy some things for some people for X'mas and this particular person by the name of ... was late and yeah,he was very scary!My very first impression was-Very scary!I got scared by him many times and the 3 of us went to PS to get my blouse in OP.Hah,thanks WY for buying together with me,30% discount for two items:)Hees,nice day out and dinner at night with family:)Very full leh!

7 December 2009:
3rd Month with MrH:)Any programmes?

Ending off soon and managed to talk to Kor kor at the last part and I saw A at the dinner,not much of hoo haa,just smiled and somehow,I felt he had something to tell me,that thing for a really long while but somehow or rather,he got tongue tied.Right?
"Why can't you just tell me?"

58th BBQ!

2009-12-02T10:53:00.000+08:00

58th BBQ was yesterday and on the scale of 1-10,I will rank it 9:)Hahaha,quite funny yesterday.Hmm,shall type everything that I can remember.Firstly,lunch in 18 with Rhonda,Wardina and Damien and Damien was extremely tanned and had a funny tanned line on is wrist;)The meal was rather filling and went to FP to get everything and it cost $118+ and lugged them to Lakeside.Well,went into Niyi's Condo,The Lakeshore and slacked at the BBQ pits while waiting for her.Heya,really nice swimming pools and gym.Went into the gym and played with the threadmill;)Hahaha,very very nice!Hmm,marinated the food and Jacelyn,together with Wan Teng came.Hees,things were getting a little out of hand because of some funny happenings.Hmm,started the BBQ and at the end,quite a lot of food left and gave to NiYi and Nadia:)Hahaha,my face was superrr red yesterday due to excess drinking of Vodka(8.4%).Took Mrt home:)

Sorry baby,I will not touch it so often already.

It's wrong to start,right from the very very start

2009-12-01T10:23:00.000+08:00

Fancy blogging early in the morning may seem to be something wierd to some people because they may be still sleeping,having breakfast or having morning exercises.For me,I will be having 58th BBQ later on with most Ex-cos and some other friends.Yesterday's night was not a very good night,I had a heated argument with somebody for nearly three hours and kept tearing.I nearly lost him but why I did not feel the pain now already?We were on the brink of breaking up and it took us a while to calm down and talk things out,it was something harsh and painful right?Generally,people may be still feeling sad and what not,but mysteriously,I do not feel anything right now.I just realize that ...Or perhaps things are taking for their changes and we should adapt ourselves to these changes?Or is it just boils down to this point where we are just not suitable for each other,despite the fact that we had already tried our own best?Or we need to reconsider some things in our relationship?Which is what?Or simply to put it off:we should not even start form the very beginning,it is a mistake.I do not know anything at this point in time,I grew so dependent on you throughout,having to adjust quickly to being independent is not that easy.I hate to say this but if we are really not compatible,we shoudl just end this.Correct?If you have ever come across this post of mine,I want you to know that I am feeling sad more than happy,I am feeling stressed more than relaxed,I am feeling tired more than energized,I am feeling sick more than fresh and last of all,I am feeling hurt more than love.I need you to carefully if you still want to carry on this,I am all right with breaking up,just to let you know in advance.2010,a year where you and me will be sitting for our National Examinations(Os & Ns),I may not be able to cope with the impending stress and you.Therefore,it is more advisable not to have any relationship matters for next year.For our schedules wise,mostly,they clashed.Everytime when I asked you out,3/4 of it you will be with your friends or your family.When you asked me out,I have to go out with my friends,I am caught in a dilenma.Just take yesterday for an example,your things are all last minute and you expect me to adapt myself quickly to suit you?!I am seriously very fed up with what you are doing okay?Please,have a planned schedule!Look,our character clashes as well...So many things sums up to us not being able to be together...It's high time to think again and perhaps come to decision to do what we ought to do.Like I said,it is wrong to start.

Outing with MrH

2009-11-30T20:07:00.001+08:00

Hmm,went out with MrH today to Vivo at 10am today and had our breakfast at Kopitiam and smuggled food from Giant into GV...Hahaha,caught A Christmas Carol,1215 show.Hmm,very 3D,though it was meant to be 2D and quite funny in some scenes.Just learnt to appreciate,that would be what I knew from the movie:)Hmm,COINCIDENTLY,met FC and M while watching and went to FC's place to watch Aunty Lucy...LOL,to that show!But,very funny."Not embarrassing but refreshing" LOLs!Hmm,went to 18 for dinner and MrH went to Vivo again to meet up with his family.Hahas,nice day out and yeah,love you MrH:)

To FC & M:Thanks for the fun today.Hahas,meet up soon ya?

58th and Columbus outing(?)

2009-11-29T19:55:00.000+08:00

Dear 58th Ex-Co,let me type out everything here for the BBQ on 1 Dec 2009,Tuesday,if you guys are not clear with the details.This BBQ is ONLY created for 58th,it is meant to be a 'welfare' day for us to bond together and also to enjoy.Another purpose will be discussing of the PB camp contingency plans and camp booklet.We will be meeting at 12pm at Tiong and take train to Lakeside because we are having at Ni Yi's place and we have to share the booking fee.Do note that we have limited finance,therefore buy what we will be eating.The BBQ starts at 4pm and we need to clean up as well so just bring some rags or else we need to waste money buying.Please bring $20 each.That is all and see you guys!(: ONWARD,58th!

Columbus friends,when are we having an outing?Do tag at my cbox and I will get back to you guys ASAP.(:

Ka-ching!

2009-11-29T19:31:00.000+08:00

Woke up at about 6+ and met Rhonda,Nabil and Pui Yee at Tiong and took 16 to HQ to count money($$$) for the money collected on Flag Day.Amanda and some sec 2s were around for PD later on and the whole hall was very crowded,filled with people carrying tins up and down.Hmm,settled down and started counting and counting...Oh yeah,I am bound to make mistakes,either undercounted or overcounted...FOR ONCE,with the calculator,I can make mistakes=x Rawr!Hmm,neck aches:(And,A was around with his CHS SJAB friends,cadets and officers.SADLY,Aloysius had a music exam and Samuel(kor kor)was in M'sia,so both were not around.Hah,A and me did not talk nor say Hi.We just smiled and he keeps staring...(?)Hmm,I do not know but yeah,from what '07 said...Well,can say that it was just not meant to be:)Hmm,completed everything at 12+ and lunch in Taka Mac and walked down Tangs and Hyatt Hotel to go Far East with Rhonda.Hmm,quite hard to find her shorts because of her tight budget.Yupp,I FINALLY settled down for a 2-way dress that cost $50 and a pair of brown flats that cost $15.90 for my X'mas.Hmm,quite fun shopping around in FE and I really did not know that FE was that big...Went with ... before but it was very small...Hmm,different people had different experiences ya.Hmm,dada and me got the same friendship band:)Yeah,went home in 132 with dada:) *Hope you are more cheerful already*

Hsu is right.I should probably just learn how to let go of certain people officially,especially A.We may not end up together like last time anymore and so what if we ended up together again?A is just gonna do a replica of everything that happened 4+ months back.Things would be made worst during 2010 when I am sitting for Ns and he is sitting for Os.The stress accumulated will be more,it just keeps increasing until end of Os and Ns.Therefore,I had decided to leave him out of my life and carry on mine as normal.A seems normal on his appearance and I believe he should be normal.It's very very painful to just to look and smile back,seriously.Till now,I think things are only healing bit by bit...

My crumpler!

2009-11-28T17:13:00.000+08:00

Went to Raffles City with my aunt today and had lunch there,some random restaurant called aerin's and had penne with chicken in some cremy white sauce and their green teas was reaaly light green in colour with jelly at the bottom.Quite nice and trained to Orchard Ion.Finally,bought my BROWN crumpler which cost $153,average size and yeah,shall aim for Nokia 6800 for next year!Hmm,I must take good care of it though it's brown in colour and MrH,kindly teach your MrsB how to use okay>?She is puzzeled with some many straps and their functions!:(Hmm,walked around in Ion and there are like ...many shops and a really big place!Bought the Lego brick and fixed.Yeah,quite a small Lego.Had Yami Yoghurt and bread for break and carried on.Trained back to Raffles City and went home in 63.Haha,very big place and had sore feet!Rawr,P just sent me some other updates for tomorrow,gonna start doing work liao~

Yeah,canoeists are BACKKKKK!Hope you guys had enjoyed your trip!(:

Public Holiday!

2009-11-27T18:38:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 0630 and had an early bath and went to Vivo in 145 to meet MrH...Well,MrH was pretty late and I stood there like a stone ... ... ...Hmm,cabbed to Henderson Wave and walked the canopy walk and saw the lush green scenery.Continued walking and reached HortPark.Fun time walking and chatting with MrH in HortPark:)Yeah,cabbed back to Vivo and met Wan Yee there.Heya,why today so UNLUCKY?!Seen so many friends of yours huh?Had lunch at Pastamania(again!)and ate the same thing...Hees,expected though.Took a bus to Bugis and played arcade there...Walk and walk,bought some stuffs and went to Tiong to meet up with Nigel and went to cut my fringe at a salon,narby Joanne's place.Hmm,now it looks shorter but neater with less layered hair stickingout.Yeah,had dinner in 18 with Wan Yee,Nigel and Sherlyn.Hmm,I want my long long hair back!:(

As promised ...

2009-11-26T17:42:00.001+08:00

As stated,today's post will be on yesterday's Flag Day and today's SL meeting.
Flag Day:I was grouped together with Sharmine,Li Ting,Nabil,Yanli and Ben plus my 4 friends to Bugis.Each of us were given a specific place to stay in and ask fro donation.For my side,it was very sunny and quite a few schools were also in the same vicinity,therefore collection was harder and moreover it was a weekday...I reckoned that the collection will be as brisk as last year.Yeah,went around and walked,not much of luck as many had already donated or did not want to donate.Yeah,but there were kind souls too:)Yeah,met up with the rest of the group and went to HQ together with Chin Hock and Rhonda.Hmm,gathered at HQ and had a debrief and BREAK OFF(dismissal) and went PS with R and CH for dinner at Pastamania,quite nice and had a filling one.Went home in 16 with R(:

SL Meeting:FUNNY and bored in some ways.Hehs,today was quite a chaotic meeting and not much of things were out...Icebreakers,define.By Mr Choo CL,break the real ice.Hmm,some lame games started coming out from the SL Room...Wacko,Double wacko,007 Bang!Ahh,Beauty and the Beast,Hi,this is John,some funny phone game???And yeah,decided on the night activity~Some names of horror films came(Shutter,Ghost Game,Paranormal Activity,Dead Silence,Ju-On and lalala)Okay,slacked inside SL Room with snacks!Gosh,I am gonna DIE later on;having inflamed throat yet still ate snacks!Rawr!!!Lunch with SLs in Kopitiam:)Hmm,accompanied dada to cut hair and NOW,my hair is scrwed!The hairstyle looks straight and very flat!Sian~Hmm,on a happier side,I am going shopping with my Aunt this Sat to Ion Orchard or Raffles City for Crumpler and some tops:)))YAYness!

Well,to the both people...Just endure and that is the only way out for now.Just chill okay?DO NOT EVER give up.Hmm,for D,stop crying already.It is painful but you cannot get yourself trapped forever,this must work somehow.Eat and rest more for now.You had poor appetite and lack of sleep for the past 2-3 days,you will collapse sooner or later.Just take care of yourself okay?For C,just enjoy your KL trip.D is safe with me,I will take good care of her.Ya?And no matter how,just continue to talk as normal friends all right?Do not cut off the connection halfway already,D cannot take it and it hurts to see her cry like this continuously.Yeah,Bon Voyage and I want my souvenirs ah!Hees,you two are the pillars supporting the bridge,what will happen to the bridge when the pillars collapse?I need you two around me,be strong no matter how.

For my MrH only ...

2009-11-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

Shall not post about today's Flag Day experience but rather post together with SL Meeting tomorrow.ARGH,having inflamed throat now~

Dear MrH,it's already the night and you are still not back yet,quite worried about your safety and perhaps there is a flight delay somewhere or you will be back at midnight instead.Nevertheless,just call and SMS me when you are home,regardless of the time okay?I will NOT be angry with you,ya?But,just inform me ba.Yeah,I want you to know that for this 2 months,2 weeks and 4 days of being together with you was a happy and sweet one,though we had quarrels often.Even though I know by telling you this may threaten our relationship,I feel that at least you have the right to know everything.You are absolutely correct,I still have feelings for A but not that strong and not that mild too...Neutral?Yeah,sorry.I still cannot take him off my mind even though we had broke up for 4months+ and I am together with you.I know this is not right and it is being unfair to you but I can tell you that I still love you.You are always my beloved and this will never change alright?Perhaps after reading this post,you will be superrr duperrr angry but I just need you to know that IF we ever break,we will still be the best of friends and though we cannot hold hands and kiss,you will always be there to talk me round and when I need somebody,you will let me hug you right right?You said it to me before,I hope this promise still stand.Ya?Hmm,it's okay if it was "not counted" and can we meet up this Fri?Yeah,love you still,Mr Snail~
Call and SMS me ASAP:)
Till the next time we meet.take care always!

Perhaps,it's time to let go of all feuds...

2009-11-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

Yes,you you you!
I see no point in disliking you already,just hope that you will reconsider all your actions once again and think twice:)That's all.Kay thanks bye:)

Hmm,Honey is backkkkk tomorrow:)Dear dear,call/sms me ASAP okay?I am worried sick:)Boo yaa,Flag Day tomorrow:)Whee!Hmm,hating somebody is not as nice :/

2009-11-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

如果江依玲没遇上郑凯杰,江依玲的生活会有什么改变呢?虽然爱情是一件很简单的事情,人总是把事情想得很复杂,把自己捆在爱情里,想逃也逃不了.我觉得人生是一个简单的东西,为何要把事情弄得那么乱?

Hmphs

2009-11-24T17:57:00.000+08:00

You!Yes you!Look here!
You are nothing but just a disgusting friend that I made.Perhaps next time I should widen my eyes and take a closer look at you or perhaps scrutinized you clearly first before making friends with you.Seriously and really,LOOK at yourself in the mirror,tell me how much had you changed?Change-for the good or the bad?Ask yourself?Does it matter so much to be really popular among people?You are what you truely are;not some surrogate of others.Why make yourself so hard,to be the same as people?Why can't you just have your own mindset?Are u inferior compared to them?!Reflect and think.Do you know why it irritated and irked me so much?I just don't get it to why must you be the same as others,WHY can't you just be yourself huh?So hard is it?Why be envious?Just do your jobs well and that's it.Really,why make your life so hard?Complaining and complaining and complaining,does it even help in the first place?So I have a suggestion:just shut your trap up and do what you are supposed to do.Please,16 soon...Think before you act or say,you are no longer a kid but a teenager already.Everything you do reflects on who and what are you,do you want to end up giving people an impression that you are just some childish 16 year old?

Home is still the best

2009-11-24T16:45:00.000+08:00

Had a short fall-in for cadets to give out tins for tomorrow's flag day and had a short practice for 45th Dance...Hmm,still need to practice the last bit,I seem to not keep up with the beat =x and lunch with Manda,PY & Nabil at 18,walked home with a turtle shell(contain 8 tins) with PY...Well,I just realized that my life is really messy(too much things)and I had basically NO time for studies and ALL my Maths Hmwk was UNDONE!~Gonna meet Mrs Tan on 30 Nov,Mon fro extra lessons and I wonder how am I gonna explain to her luh...Bet my Sat is gonna be doing HMWK(E-Maths) and Sun have to go HQ to count money at 0800.Hees,hectic huh?Hmm,slightly happy on the other hand 'cos MrH is coming backkkk to S'pore but I don't know the flight time=.= So yeah,just gonna wait for his call/msg ba:)Hmm,tomorrow is Flag Day;let's put in our best and achieve Champion like what we used to be okay?Gan Eng Seng St John's-Onward!:)Hahaha,thanks peeps for helping me out(Ivy,Jacqueline,Ying Li and Tuhfah)Well,SL meeting on Thur,gotta finish up my reflection TODAY 'cos I will be superrr tired tomorrow after all the walkings)= Yeah,shall stop now.

Dear MrH...My life is simply screwed up.Please meet me up on Fri okay?

HEES;)

2009-11-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

Went to school early in the morning for an expository Eng test...Blehs,gonna screw it for sure!!!Yep yep,the canoe people are away for Krabi from today till Fri,do take care always;)Esp,my Ah Po ah...): So...went to PB room and packed...Waited for Dada and did 2nd round of packing(mopping the floor)and yeah,off to Tiong then to Plaza.Had pepper lunch with Dada and Vampire and walked around...Wasted my money(my savings) on some crap machines!!!Rawr!Angry~Well,went home from Tiong and slept my way through till about 7+...Haiis,when am I gonna have the same level of discipline to do my work?

MrH ah,2 more days and you will be back!!!Hmm,can we meet up on Fri?Guess that is the best day to meet up,right?Hotpark?Or anywhere?Hees,I miss you:(

MrH,WHERE are you?

2009-11-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

Dear MrH,you may be in some random part of Taipei now or perhaps sleeping in the hotel room already,correct?Days flew by quickly,it's already Sunday and in the blink of an eye,it will be Wed soon.Well,apologies for not picking you up from Changi because I will be with my squad,having dinner together:)Hmm,I do not think I can meet you on Thur or Fri because you need to rest.Well,Sat is our 11th week and yeah,gonna miss that again right?For Sunday,I will be going to HQ to count money from Flag Day and true enough,you cannnot meet me again.On 30 Nov(Mon),I will be having Maths lesson and 1 Dec(Tue),perhaps having BBQ with my Exco.You are WELCOME to join:)Hees,dear dear,looking at everything,do we really have time for each other?I had meet you for nearly 2 weeks... ... ...Do you know how much it hurts and how bored it is?True enough,there are times when you really cannot meet,but try to okay?I may sound very demanding.Therefore,my decision will be the same,as neutral as before:If you want to meet,meet,not free then forget it.MrH,just remember,I am used to it...I do not miss you or whatsoever...Really,I feel like EMPTY,really nothing.I miss your warm hugs and you by my side...How long can I carry on?I doubt I can for long okay?I had enough,meaning,I really had enough...I hate this okay?I feel that our feeings will fade,no matter what.Well,you knew it too,right?You may be thinking that I am iniating a break up,no matter how,I just want to see you.Okay?Perhaps we are really not meant to be together at all,in the very very first place.What do you think?You will not see me posting much about or for you...I am tired of this.

New skin,new thinking:)

2009-11-22T19:35:00.000+08:00

Hahahahaha,new skin,new thinking.Perhaps I should let go of certain past and move on.Instead of holding back all my grudges against somebody,it is more advisable to forgive and move on.After all,we are still friends,right?Hees,no special or specific references,just had a change in mindset though.Hahas,2 more years and I will be leaving GESS(graduate),definitely I will miss the school's compounds and all the teachers-all their warm greetings and gestures that they always give AND peers that always make fun and support each other;)Hahaha,N levels and O level in 2010,am I prepared?

Honey,this is my new skin and new link,do remember it and taggggg often okay?Muacks baby:)
070909,in case you did not check,11th week will be approaching soon!

Hees,new skin,new link!

2009-11-22T19:02:00.000+08:00

Went to my granny's place and went home during noon.Slacked at home and went out with my Mum around late noon to Tiong and bought stationaries from Popular:)Hahaha,CREDITS to my "mummy" for changing the old skin to this current one:very nice right?Hahaha,this URL was created by "mummy' and me:)THANKYOU,Kai Qi;)

I love you,MrH<333
You are the one that I love;)
Hahaha,perhaps you will not find mybiography-eileen.blogspot.com.But,a-bigsmile-leenleen.blogspot.com.Hahaha,fasterrrr come back to my side,alright?Hees,looking forward to Wed 'cos that will be my Flag Day and the day when you come back.Hahaha,I wonder if you had gain weight 'cos Taipei's food are mostly fried...Oops,I still love you the way you are:)Hahaha,till the next time we meet,take care always:)

Photographs of GESS Perfect Nite(:

2009-11-20T21:30:00.000+08:00

GESS Perfect Nite'09

2009-11-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

18 Nov:
TODAY was Grad Night(a night I have been waiting for)and I saw many of my seniors dressed smartly and beautifully in their suits,tuxedoes,dresses,blouses and shirts:)Very very formally dressed though:)Hahaha,Dada and me were the receptionists for 4Exp classes and very crowded at about 7+ when everybody started to "chiong" into the ball room and register...Bleh,had a fun time helping out as well as photo taking with the seniors(:Best part,the stage games were BRAVO,really entertaining(= and the food served was rather filling =x Heehee,cabbed home with Jeyna,Sinvyest and Yenyi...Had my time laughing and talking to them,though the ride was just a brief one:)Had many niceeee photographs taken,most in my HP while others in some others' cameras:)Leonard was dressed real smart;)Swee Hong looked different and Sharon looked super pretty;)Hahaha,reached home around 12,bathed and slept;)

19 Nov:
Went to GESS to meet Nabil and he dropped his phone in SBS 190:went on a hunt for his HP and finally got to collect his HP from an older man in SGH and went to Chinatown to get KOI;)Took bus to Tiong Mac and had lunch there.Had a nice chat with Nabil,thanks brother:)And Sharmine came.Hahaha,chatted while waiting for Jia Shen.Went to NTUC and started shopping for tomorrow:)Hahaha,JS went broke today...(Laughed damn damn loudly when the price meter went up everytime)Only the 4 knew what happened...Yeah,went out to Bugis with Min Feng for a while and bought a violet pouch from MYUK;)Hahaha,exhausted and yeah,gonna see Kelin ah po tomorrow to take back my holiday hmwk...RAWR!!!:(

Title-less

2009-11-17T19:40:00.000+08:00

Well just reached home after collection of my blazer and now slacking in front of the computer and blogged.Today had training and slacked my way there,had some interruptions during my monotonous life just now(Only Vampire and RW know)Yeah,thanks guys!(: and went for lunch in Kopitiam with ANGKASA.Took 851 to NLB and continue slacking~~~~~

Took bus back to GESS to attend a briefing by Mr Kung and Miss Kong regarding tomorrow's Grad Night(Yay,can see my handsome and pretty my seniors are)And yeah,that marks today and today SUCKS...Not a good day to end off with... ... ...Bleargh,perhaps I should be more careful towards the people in my surroundings.Correct?Lastly,dear DADA,though Vampire is away for 4 days,you still have ME.Agree?Time flies,in the blink of an eye,Sat is nearing and Vampire is back from Thailand(: Just keep your emotions and cheer up,okay?Well,I will become like you soon,do be there for me okay?(:

MrH is leaving tomorrow,18 Nov-25Nov,to Taipei with his family.I cannot send you off to the airport but what I can do is just to write(type) everything down on this virtual biography of mine.The thought of you leaving hits me really hard and sometimes,the pain is excruciating.I am sure you had felt it when I was away for OBS(coincidently,you were also in COLC for 4 days)so the pain and pressure you felt was not that much.WHAT NOW?!You will be away for exactly 7 days,how do I live on then?NO MORE talking to beloved,NO MORE sms-ing beloved,NO MORE crapping with beloved,NO MORE shouting at beloved,NO MORE laughing together with beloved...& the list goes on and on.In case if you did not realize anything,I can tell you that I am not feeling any better,I am not feeling any happiness,not even a tinge.All I felt was pure sadness and pain.Its very tiring,you know?Without you tagging for such a long while,feels really wierd.It had struck on me many times to give up,but I can never never do such things.Reason being,you are somebody I loved...That's simple.Seriously,what exactly do you want?Its very sick to keep quarrelling and dwelling on the problem for so long and NOTHING is down.Agree?Through everything we had been through,it's SUCK-ed a lot.Really.It may never dwell on you that this problem is bothering me for super long period,but how can I ever tell you???Its very hard to open my mouth and say it.Do you know the depth of the harshness you will get when I told you this?How hurt will you feel,do you know?I anticipated that you will be extremely hurt when I tell you this,okay?Seriously speaking,I hinted you enough already,it's now up to you to decipher everything.Your interpretation is the key to this,nothing is able to help.Only your interpretation.On a lighter note,the 7 days when you are away,I can learn how to divert my attention away and do my own stuffs.Yeah?I gotta start planning my holidays and use them appropriately.The month of November had been packed and hectic.Therefore,I only left with December to tidy up everything(My Holiday Hmwk and certain proposals)Though teachers may not really mark the assignments,it's still my responsibility to finish them.Hahaha,sometimes things not only have their cons,but their pros.Each happening leads to a decision you get to decide.The decision you have made then leads you to you thinking whether is this happening a por or a con.It's better to stay positive,good for both physical and mental being(:Lastly,to my beloevd MrH,do keep yourself warm in Taipei and enjoy yourself with your family as well okay?Please remember that you still have me to take care,so never ever collapse(touchwood)and certainly,I will be counting down from 18 onwards ya?I will be tight down by certain matters in school,therefore loneliness will not come knocking on me that easily.At least,I know partially of what I can and should do when you are away to keep my mind occupied.A day has 24H,so it should,by right,pass by fast correct?Yeeha,this is seriously a colourful neon green and long letter that I had for you,do go in one piece,come back in also one piece.Taipei is a really nice place,a place where I would like to visit one day,so just grab that opportunity and make the best out of it.Some people do not even have a chance to go to far far places like that.(: So,you should not be frowning or feeling dejected ya?I should learn how to appreciate S'pore more,since I had always procrastinated that it is very boring and small...Yeah,your MrsB will be tied down many things,so just go with a peaceful mind.(; Chill-is what I have to say to you.If possible,I want SOUVENIRS form Taipei all right?But,the best souvenir is still YOU landing in S'pore safe and sound=)

Love you and take care.

Outing with MrH and friends

2009-11-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

Went to GESS as early as 9+ and packed PB room together with Mummy and JiaJia:)Went down to GESS Centre to collect the files that Mrs Tan had requested to check upon and I received positive and useful feedback(: Yayness!!!Well,rushed home and bathed and then double rushed to Bishan to meet MrH and Randy.Yeah,he was late!And took train to Yishun and ended going to Northpoint when we are supposed to head to GV.It was pouring.Jeesh,caught the sister's keeper and it was very very nice!Teared together with Samuel and MrH...Hmm,Randy was expressionless;(Very nice ma,not meh...?Hmm,had dinner at Pastamania with 3 of them and shared Mussels and clams pasta with MrH and ordered Latte(not really nice;bittery feeling)Shared Unaji pizza with Samuel and the rest and MrH likes tobasco,one sauce that I cannot take == & went to Bugis with Sam and MrH and walked to Carlo Catholic Society with MrH at Queens St while Sam was in Junction,viewing clothes:)Shop closed,we were late:(Sobbing... ... ...Had a private talk with MrH in bus 80,on the way to Vivo and ignored him.Felt really bad,sorry.Cried and cried but managed to control most tears:)No matter what,I still love him;)<333

Sink my head and cry.

2009-11-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

Well,I did not see you for a week,from the time we met till now,it's been a week.Time flies and I am sure you agree that OBS and COLC took up the time.But,we both have no grudges over these 2 camps right?Time is always not enough for us,we just can't seem to find a time to compromise each other... ... ...Perhaps it's really not meant to be,right?Guess I should stop blogging and start sinking my head to my pillow and tear ...Enough said.Thanks RW for being there:)Of course,Samuel too:)))

Finally,shall use this chance to do my reflection:)

2009-11-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

Yeah,I am BACK!!!Got miss me people?I turned tanned,that's is obvious:)
Well,for the 1st day,I regretted going for OBS and I doubt I will survive and on the first day when I reached Punggol Jetty,I parted with a heavy heart with my GESS SLs:(Well,we got to know each other form each different schools and set off towards western part of Ubin and had our tents pitched there.Well,before that was some logistic packing and had lunch there.Night was worst,it rained when everyone was cooking and yeah,cleaned and slept.Tues:Had some start on some activities(Belay and kayaking)Yeah,I screamed for both;(Sorry!And had our breakfast there and lunch and dinner was cooked in the forest...Plus,having to trek up to one of the highest point in darkness and heavy bag load is SUCKY and more SUCKY!Cooked in the dark and went off to sleep with aching back and shoulders.....Well,not really nice die to snorings!!!Wah seh,damn loud!Woke up and had to repack my bag and had land expedition;the need to use the map and locate the places to lead us to the next campsite that we are supposed to stay for Wed.Well,trekking was really tough due to the ehavy bag load and bad weather(very sunny worr)and our first checkpoint was the German girl shrine and Ann told us the origin of it and this attracted quite a number of tourists.Columbus went in to pray for the safety of everyone;)Thanks!Well,it sort of bond us more closely together and Ben with Brian entertained YiRu and me a lot with songs!Nice:)Yeah,trek up to Pakua and it SUCKED 'cos very hard to trek up with steep slopes okay?Yeah,seen q quarry and shouted ridiculous things 'cos of the echoes and yeah,went to our next campsite;BEACH!So wonderful and fantastic!Bleargh and had our usual sharings there and had dinner:)Before that,had a briefing on Thur's sea expedition by Charles and sea ex leaders after that and off to sleep again!Well,teared 'cos I missed home and MrH when I saw the city lights of mainland Singapore:(Thanks my sister,YiRu for being there:)Well,here comes Thurs!Well,I love it and I kayaked about 3/4 of Ubin in heavy rain,wind and sun:)Damn tiring about 6-7 hours of non-stop paddling and ate lunch in the sea(with the waves)and it was really niceeeeee(: Love my Columbus and yeah,back to the own campsite and had the best feast on my life(= cooked by my dear Columbus mates and Charles shared a very nice story which goes like this:There was once a carpenter which is skilled in carpenting and anything that the boss tasked him to do,he will be able to carve it into a very beautiful item and one day,the carpenter felt very tired.He wanted to resign and he decided to tell his boss that he wanted to enjoy the last days of his life and he had made enough money for the company as well.Therefore,the boss agreed and asked him to build one more house before he leave and any use of any materials is perfectly okay.The carpenter felt very agitated.He got so fed up that he decided to use the cheapest wood to build.One day after building,he threw the keys at his boss and asked if he can go.The boss then replied and said;this house was meant to be for you;fpr the hard work and sweat that you had gave and also any use of materials is okay.The boss is willing to pay.Lastly,the carpenter got very upset and left...I find the story very nice and meaningful.(: Lastly,on Fri,we did some logistic and admininstration matters and had a mini morning circle which comprised of 2 morning circles and went off to Singapore.I missed my OBS people!Thinking back of dreading and scared of it and complained...I suddenly regretted and felt that it was really nice after all;)Through OBS,I learnt many theories regarding leadership and I will never forget about it because it is very useful for any future activities:)Love and miss COLUMBUS and yeah,QINGWEI!You better STOP disturbing me!;)I will be more brave like what you mentioned okay?:)

COLUMBUS RULES:)

Rawr,blogging at my granny's place:)

2009-11-08T12:22:00.000+08:00

RAWR,gonna go OBS!!!Butterflies in my stomach are flying arond== and my day pack have not even pack yet....Bleargh,gonna report in GESS by 0715 to set off to Punggol Jetty and go to Ubin:)Jeesh,going MIA for 5 days.This will be my last post,perhaps for today and the next post predicted will be on 14 Oct:)Hahaha to all my friends out there,please take care and finally,FILING is overrr:) Enjoy bridging then....Hahah,I have to 'make up' for it next week luh== Hahaha,MrH...take care and I will be giving you my prepaid number to contact me okay?But my current SIM number will still be in use on 13 Nov,when I reach home.Okay?Hahaha.Enjoy your COLC ba:)070909<333

♥"People in love always show a great significance"♥

2009-11-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

Jeesh,this shall be for my MrH only... ... ...
Hey darling,I will really miss you a lot when I am in OBS and also please take good care of your health okay?Hahaha,before I leave for OBS,I want you to know that no matter how,I will still love you no matter how.I need you to know that I love you for what and who you are 'cos of that,I will never ever want leave you.In life,there are many problems and challenges,BUT nevertheless,these challenges make us strong!Bleargh,I love you and I want you to know that though 2 months were tough,I enjoyed every single day<3

Sweet 2nd;)

2009-11-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

Bleargh,the day I waited for finally came!Went out with MrH,Kor Kor and Mechelle today,had DD and laughed a lot!:)Hey Mechelle,nice knowing you and last long(= And to my Kor,last long with Mechelle:)Blehs,made a new friend,not too bad!:)Well,today was fun and did many things that ought NOT to be done:/ and yeah...photos...They are not ready yet though.....Jeesh,MrH is gonna go Leadership camp on Tue and be back on Thur;I will be in Ubin,having OBS!:)Hahahas,then then link to my third point:I will be away from 9-13 Nov,5 days of MIA-ing:)HMM,gonna start packing OBS bag now if not ...Hahaha,GG only :/

Well,this is only reserved for MrH:
Hello MrH;)Today was well celebrated right?Thanks fro spending my very very fulfilling and fruitful 2 months with me!Love you very very much,my dear boy!Bleargh,only got 2 photos,but I will edit,will be much better:)And,thanks for staying up till midnight to bake sherperd's pie and chocolate chip cookie!Though the food was not really that appetising,I still enjoy it!Bleargh,may I suggest that FOR ME only,please do not add green peas and green chilli.....I hated those vegetables==Though the sheperd's pie was cold and cookie was crushed into many many small bits,it's still very delicious though("= Well,really appreciate your efforts for doing so:)I should say,this is rather an unique gift.(: Hahaha,love you very much!<3
070909<3

STRESSED! =)

2009-11-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

Hahaha,been MIA-ing that for so long ...Well,today will be the last day for Bridging for me 'cos I am going MIA again from 9-13 Nov for OBS:)Well,sad partially 'cos I miss my 3D friends and I definitely will miss out a lot!!!ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH:(Well,was mostly chiong-ing filings for ALL 6 subjects and practically I learnt very little,almost zero... ... ...Hmm,many things happened and I do not wna blog about it...Well,I can only say:Since you chose this pathway,you have to bear any consequences and have no regrets with the choices you've made.(: Yayness,FILING IS DONE!:)

I love you,sweetheart!:)
TOMORROW=2ND MONTH!
071109<3

Filing and more filing!RAWR!

2009-11-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Well,second day of bridging and SUCKS!Tomorrow lessons till 4 == (O-lvl Maths) and skipped training today 'cos I am feeling sleepy and had to do filings!!!RAWR,filed from 7 till 9+ and had to do ENGLISH BRIDGING H/W!Sian-is the right Singlish I would use!Bleargh...Gonna stay up late and do + .....My mood is gonna go low.

Dearest MrH,you promised to be home by Tues evening.From the start of dawn to the dusk and fianlly to the night,I waited for you.Killed time by filing up all my subjects's worksheets and gonna do H/W later,but throughout the whole of today,you never once did contacted me...Why?!?!?!Perhaps I am a little too impatient but PLEASE do not give me false hopes and make me wait for nothing.....Please,this feeling sucks all right?Just imagine that you are in my shoes...Okay?Seriously,my mood was badly dampened and please if anything untoward happened,that's it okay?Perhaps I should try not thinking about you in a day...It may help,at least.

First day of bridging

2009-11-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

Well,dragged my feet to GESS early in the morning and had my very first Bridging which was seriously very boring and tiring...Superrrrr SIAN!=( and went to MACS for lunch and went took MRT to Lavender to go Army Market to buy OBS things and MIND YOU,OBS camp items cost me a bomb and burnt a biggggg hole in my pocket!!!Arghhhhh!Had fun time today with Mum and Dada and Vampire.Well,got to download themes later and do some filings for my subjects 'cos Mrs Tan wanted to check all our subject files by Fri,if not latest Mon...=x DIE!Hahaha,on a lighter note,OBS is coming!:)

Thanks Dada and Vampire for the talk.I felt much comforted and relieved:)As for 'that' matter,I shall leave it alone because I think I had given her enough chances and if she remains like this,no point asking her to change.And,that person broke my promises again.WHY?!Forget it!

Hey MrH,how are you now?I am fine and now blogging.What about you?How was church camp today?Feeling tired now yeah?Hahaha,as much as you enjoy today,take some time off in the nigh to talk to God and ask him to you more energy ya?My day was fun and something unpleasant happened...Well,no big issue,fret not:)Your MrsB is not so weak physically and mentally okay?:)Bleargh,I missed your charismatic voice,your trademark laugh,your short but caring SMS,your sweetness in every call you've made and lastly;your undying love.Hmm,tonight will be an extremely cold night without my MrH by my side and ENOUGH of all those sad sayings!I want you to know that I miss you very very much!;(

It's high time to update my blog or else,it will be dead!

2009-10-31T20:32:00.001+08:00

Time flies.It's already coming to an end of year 2009.Thinking and tracing back on the very first day I stepped into GESS with a heavy & sunken heart to face a new class,new subject combinations,new teachers(fiercer ones) and of course,the time taken for my studies as well as CCA,I wondered when will my year 3 life end??? ??? ???Now,I regretted.I wish to have an invention called the time machine to travel back to the first day of year 3 life and make possible changes to make them better.Being in 3D'09 made me a changed person due to some very unique people(Kelin's gang) and also having Mrs Tee as my form coach is indeed my luck:)Mrs Tee had been a very supportive teacher and guides me patiently whenever I needed help.On top of that,she is also a caring teacher that cares for my welfare and constantly provides advices to help me better cope in year 3;having to take care and maintaining my class position is VERY HARD and to manage 2 CCAs,made the problem worst.I would like to extend my gratiyude to her for all the joy and help she had given to me and my classmates:)THANK YOU VERY MUCH,MRS TEE LI NENG!Mrs Tee will not be moving up with 3D pupils to 4D'10 because she had taken a year's leave to spend more time with her grandparents and family and also to reconsider if teaching is really the best profession for her to work in.3D'09 will definitely miss you very much for the feelings and bonds we once had are really hard to replace and forget.It's not as easy as learning ABC or counting 123...

On a lighter note,I achieved my position by being 1st in class and standard:)Thanks to all peers and teachers that constantly taught and supported me(=

Bleargh,Mrs Tee and Miss Pang had treated us pizzas on Fri as a farewell cum welcome gift:)Thank you!Had a fun day today but was rather tiring and late...Blehs,cannot elaborate much:)And yeah,having bridging lessons from next Monday,2 Nov:)Hahaha,OBS is coming!("=

Hey MrH...I miss you very much!Hope you are missing me as well;)Love you!<333

Just one photograph!No more!Haha!

2009-10-29T19:13:00.001+08:00

Fun and nice!;)

2009-10-29T18:50:00.000+08:00

Went out with MrH to Bugis and took our very 1st neoprint(it's not very nice)but at least the end-product was still okay-okay(Hahaha,MrH is NOT photogenic at all!)Ate pepper lunch-salmon pepper rice and went off to PS in SBS 7:)Hmm hmm,walked-walked and bought ham home from Carrefour and took 16 home with MrH and took lots of photographs in greyscale and sepia modes:)Love you very very much MrH:)You made my day by cheering me up!!!('= and and belated 1mth 3rd week!!!It was meant to be yesterday:)But,we managed to celebrate today...Hahaha,happy 7th week then!Hmm,gonna take back report book tomorrow aas well as meet Mrs Tan(the principal)Plus,spring cleaning:(Gonna tidy 3D'09 tomorrow and bought a cross necklace and a star bracelet from Mini-Bits and had 30% off for both items!Thanks dear for choosing and and...I want a scarf/shawl,oxygen,leaf and cross necklace from TAIWAN!Hmm,you will be away from 18-25 Nov...Wonder what will I be doing,perhaps holiday homework,CCA matters or ...Yeah,slacking?I doubt I can have the time to slack(too packed schedule) and last of all,I love today and MrsB love MrH very very much!:)Hmm,check out MrH and MrsB's Nike bottles*surprises*(:

Hahaha AUNTY WONG!Does the sentence"I want a leaf and oxygen from ... ... ..."sounds familiar?Hahaha,try to recall if you forgot;)

Fun day with PY!

2009-10-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

Lunch in KFC and went on to shop shop shop in Tiong;)Collected my black satin dress and bought a pair of heels which costs $9!!!Yeah,happy day and yupp yupp,funny things did happened(": Hahaha,look forward to tomorrow!Geography + Biology:) *blinks blinks*

Will be learning a new chapter called Food tomorrow for Geography and there will be NO biology periods tomorrow!!!(:

To Kelin ah po:

Take care horr,always get injured:( Must learn to relax and rest ya?See you soon and get well soon.Meanwhile,take extra care!!!Okay?(:

Let's give thanks to the LORD:)

2009-10-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

Thanks God for showing and making me realize about something that I did not know.("=

Short post:)

2009-10-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

Well,recee with 58th and sec 3s prefects to Sentosa.Quite fun and yeah,sorry people if I showed the glum side of me but it was very funny in ToysRUs:)Yeah,gonna go for inline skating and pray that I will not fall and may I enjoy myself and learn new skills:)Yeah...And and lastly,I love HILLSONGS!Oh my:)Cannot believe it too...Christ confidence!!!(: LOVE YOU,LORD!Happy 15th,Jean Lee aka Bird:)All the best for your future endeavours!

On a lighter note,I felt better after listening to hillsongs and yeah,Samuel replied!!!Yeah,hope he is doing well:)Yeah,got my $400 today;)Thanks God;)

I really do not want to be deceived by you over and over.Stop it,will you?

Nothing.

2009-10-25T19:24:00.000+08:00

Perhaps it's high time for me to think through and reconsider our relationship.Don't you think that our schedules are always the opposite?You are free when I am not and vice versa.I do not want to let go,so do you.Right?It's been a really long while since you ever tagged and seldom do we talk on the phone.Why must things turned out this way?Can I request that you don't talk to me and meet me for a while?Let me relax and reconsider again,will you?It's perfectly okay to have family commitments but look...Not even a single call or SMS from you... ... ...Seriously,it sucks.But,how do I bring this across to you without putting you in dilenma?HOW?!Forget it,let me tear and pain.Let me be the one suffering for you are just too precious for me to ever hurt you.I am sorry if things really turned haywire.

ILY always.070909

Longest day in GESS!

2009-10-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

Firstly,had GB FA Course today and it was rather smooth:)Wore ANCO 09 tee(like FINALLY) and squad jacket!Good job,07!Lunch in 18 with some 07 mates and went back to GESS for PB MGM:)Quite fun,nice coaches that Mr Kung had engaged to teach us on essence of leadership.Indeed,I learnt a lot and realized that prefects' potential can be stretched to the fullest by going for such courses:)Laughed and took pictures during breaktimes;)Coach Ernest was really funny and made me laughed quite loudly + got sabotaged by my Ex-Co to be the zoo-keeper!:)Hahaha,it's quite fun;)Yupp,had a delicious & sumptuous buffet dinner and was forced to eat quite a lot...?!Turning into a pig now!:(Sad... ... ...Yupp,talking to A now and JIAYOUS for your 'O' Levels:)Talk to you again ya?Hahaha;)I reached home at 9:03pm,my very 1st time staying so late in school wth 58th;)

You had just misplaced my last bit of trust and honesty for you.From today's course,I learnt that trust and honesty are really important and once it's misplaced,it's real tough to mend it back.Actions speak louder than words.No use trying to say and promise me so many things when you cannot fulfil them.What is the point?!Mark my words,it's really hard for me to trust you again.

On a lighter note,after talking to A,I felt much relieved and happier because at least,there is still a chance to be friends again;)Heard that you are really busy these days,JIAYOUS and shall catch up with you again in the future:)See you on ZPN!

*Time is the best indicator to heal everything*

The long post of "A"s !!!

2009-10-23T20:42:00.000+08:00

Yeah.instead of going to SAJC for a POA carnival,I went to training:)Yeah,slacked in the room and had a fun time!Yeah,PASSED by AFA and can wear ANCO tee out and there is NO ...Hahaha,had a real fun time talking to'07 ["=Yeah,tags replied here:)And had quite a fun time with Kelin's group of people*winks and smiles*

Eileen to persis:Tan ah!!!Yes,welcome and really,you were really funny yesterday!Today as well:)

Eileen to {♥} JOCELYNxzx:True enough!Yeah,laughed my ass out for today and yesterday:)Hahaha,Ivy's head...Especially:)

Eileen to Kelin:Hello lao po!Hahaha,we went crazy yesterday and yupp,welcome:)You made my day(;

Eileen to rhonda:What I drag you in?!I never and seriously...Aunty Wong,wear a dress with no floral prints,please:)

Well,tomorrow will be staying in GESS till 7plus and there goes my Sat...Hmm.Do you think I have the concentration to do Maths revision on Ch 11?*scratches my head*Well,I do have a particular post below for a particular person ... ... ...

Hey MrHoney,browsed through my tagboard and noticed that you had seldom been tagging.Well,it's okay and for 2 consecutive days,we have and had been quarrelling over ridiculous and nonsensical issues.But,luckily you had the tolerance to endure all my nonsensical and childish-like attitude that I had gave for both days.Let's make these 2 quarrels the last for this month okay?Too much of 'friction' causes wear and tear,not too good to have it too often.Perhaps,a little each time is good enough(; Agree?Yeah,on the phone with you now :p Hahaha,dearest,no matter what,I will still love you<3>

Agreements!

2009-10-22T19:03:00.000+08:00

Hey Jocelyn,you are right!Never mind,I will not be bothered!*you know what I mean*

Title-less

2009-10-22T18:49:00.000+08:00

Well,it's just another typical ordinary day in GESS.But,only more interruptions because I laughed my ass out today!Credits to 5 girls in my class and they are...HAHA!Kelin,Jocelyn,Persis,Keren and Jean:)Played heart attacks and concentrations and chopsticks!Funny!My mood shot up really a lot and yeah,I am okay now.Do not worry('= and yupp yupp,went out with Mummy today and was quite okay.Bought 2 books from Bugis Kinokuniya(GG-All I Want Is Everything and Hunted)Cost me about $30...Expensive huh?And yeah,walked around and took a bus back home.Here I am blogging:)Finally,get to use my computer before eating dinner:)The End:)Oh,my dear 58th,apologies for giving today's meeting a miss:(

I will not be bothered.This matter is recurring every now and then.You have your own choice of friends,please remember that so do I have that choice of friends.Not implying anything.

Nothing in particular

2009-10-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

Lunch in 18 and went to NLB to borrow books:)Bleh,my LKH novels...I forgotten who I borrowed and now,all my books are GONE!Hahaha,on a lighter note,the top 4 for EOY are from my class!!!Congratulations to Ivy(Pee Chee Quan),Natalie,Kelin(my lao po) and myself.The rankings,Mrs Tee did not say anything.Have to wait till next Fri,30 Oct 09 to officially know and take back the report books!=)Hmm,my mother made a new curfew...It started with a cold conversation like this ...

Mum:How's your results from yesterday's promotion meeting?
Me:Well,it's not really confirmed about certain rankings...(sulky face)
Mum:How come?!(starting to get irritated by my curt responses)
Me:Mrs Tee did not say our level rankings but rather the top 4 in the level and class.I am in the category... ... ...
Mum:So,am I supposed to be happy?(posing a sarcastic remark)
Me:You can,if you want.
Mum:What if you dropped???
Me:I don't know.
Mum:Awkward silence... ... ... ... ... ...(starting to get pissed over my monosyllabic replies)
Mum:Continued.You should know that if you dropped or did not maintain...You know very well what will happened
Me:What?Cancel all my camps & make me study?!(Getting pissed)
Mum:Nope.
Me:Surprised! ...
Mum:Special curfew implemented.You will complete all my assignments tasked to you on a given time in the day.If you fail to do so,you will be withdrawn from all priviledges...Eg:removal of SIM and Mem cards & taking away my USB cable from my laptop.
Me:Knew it,will never be something nice==(shows that whatever-like-I-care face)
Mum:This is it.
Me:LOL,whatever/anything==

1 more day,honey!

2009-10-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

Outing with '07 girls(Rhonda,Pui Yee,Sharmine & Jacelyn) to 18 for lunch and Bugis for shopping.J wanna buy some things for M and it certainly burnt a gigantic hole in her pocket... ... ...Bought and printed some things for MrHoney for 2nd month(1 more day) and yeah,home with Rhonda in 145 and chatted quite a number of things-It's high time to realize that I have to start treasuring people near me.It's Sec 3 in a blink of an eye...Thinking about the very 1st day I stepped into GESS,I wanted my days to end ASAP...Now,I truly regret...DANG,talking on the phone with MrHoney about jokes*insert giggles*Love you,honey!Hmph,you made MrsBaby smile and really really love your laughs and jokes<333

Hey Rhonda:You are so so so RIGHT!!!:)See you tomorrow!("=

Photographs:)<333 Mr Snail

2009-10-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

Went out with Mr Snail

2009-10-19T16:38:00.000+08:00

Haha,today had been a very early day for me,having to wake up at 7+ and bathed then took 16 to Plaza...Was about to cath April Bride but the cinema was closed:(Went Bugis Shaw to watch 500 Days Of Summer and yeah,quite nice:)Had lunch at KFC in Harbourfront and went to Sky Park:)Pictures shown below(provided Blogger allow me to upload)and took 145 home(Mr Snail,thanks for sending me home<3)love>

Hmm,my HP is giving me problems again!!!Gonna fix it and upload photos later on at night then... ... ...No choice!Phone is "fragile" )=

我还是很爱你<3

2009-10-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

最近我们几乎天天都在吵架,到底发生了什么事情?不管什么都好,我还是依然很爱你.我不需要你觉得内疚或伤心因为让我伤心,让我内疚就好了,你千千万万不能感到痛心,知道吗?因为所有的痛和苦都让我来感,受所以现在的郑凯杰会是一个比以前还要快乐的男孩.看到你爱的人伤心流泪,是一件很痛心的事,似乎是把你整个人撕成两半.所以我想让你知道在爱情里,只有爱或不爱.我希望你能天天都带着你的笑容:)***trademark smile***

Fun day:)

2009-10-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

Went out during early noon and met Fong Chan at my house's bus stop and went to Tiong together to meet Wan Yee.Well,Nigel and Gavin met us at Iluma shortly and saw my Mr Snail:)Hahaha,can only say 'Hi' ): and cannot really do much.Yeah,lunch in Noodle House with Wan Yee,Gavin,Nigel and Fong Chan.Shortly,we went to Bugis Junction to meet up with Jin Tiong and Keiji.Finally,cabbed to Vivo:)Well,not really happy things happened but overall was GOOD:)!!!Played ParaPara with Wan Yee,Fong Chan and Keiji...Haha,tried the Hard mode and it was still okay,not that tough except it requires quite a lot of concentration.(: and the guys played Pool.Well,slacked at SkyPark for a while and dinner in LJS and home with Fong Chan on 145:)Fun right??? ??? ???Haha,Fong Chan=My da gege aka ah gor gor:)Hahas,laughed a lot with him and Wan Yee today:)Laughed my ass out*insert smiles*

Blog post in chinese:)

2009-10-16T17:19:00.000+08:00

假如这世界没有爱情这回事，世界会怎样呢？现在的我会有什么样的生活呢？在日常生活中，天天和你谈天说地，似乎是理所当然的事，一天没说话就觉得心理痒痒地，仿佛好像缺了什么．我不知道为什么，你也别问长问短了．我觉的你没必要知道．虽然你不觉察我们的感情似乎是不是越来越冷淡，我可以慎重地告诉你：没错，是越来越冷了．．．我很乱，我不想为了这件事而吵架了．我想好好地继续着段感情，可是我有这个力量去改变吗？我已经很困了，我在也不敢奢望什么了．

Long post filled with words and perhaps,chinese?

2009-10-16T16:56:00.000+08:00

Big thanks to MR PHOON,my Geography teacher for treating the top 5 Geog students to a tub of Island Cremery each:)Yeah,I got ReversO flavour which is chocolate with Oreo crumbs;but mine is currently melted because I just got home not long ago and went to Queensway,IKEA and Anchorpoint with Aunty Wong.That aunty wanted to get a straight-cut FBT which is black and made off thicker material.Walked and walked and walked...Ended up in Cotton On and I bought a black tank;)And last destination for two little kids like us:IKEA.Aunty Wong bought markers for herself and her sister,caring aunty right?(: So,took 33 home and here I am blogging.Tomorrow will be 2D'08 gathering,hope to see and meet up with all ex-2Dians:)Once a united and fun class,always will we be the group of special 2-Dians :)Love you guys!!!

Yeah,checked through my CA2 and SA2 marks and realized that I had dropped...Shagged and sad:(I noticed that my CA2 and SA2 marks had problems...Hahas,it's all over:)Updates on CA2 will be typed below:

CA2
Eng:69
E-Maths:60,supposedly 62
MTL:62
CombSci:77
CombHum:70
POA:85

Yeah,KaiJie...Sorry for shouting yesterday and you never tag at my blog:(Fine fine,I will not force you again and as for Felicia's case,I really have nothing to say.Really.

Eoy,all back.

2009-10-15T19:20:00.000+08:00

Received my Maths P2 marks and certainly,I expected it.I got 36/50.Actually I got 38 but Ivy realized the mistake and caused the class to have 2 marks subtracted.Was a little disappointed with myself for making this careless mistake but well,guess it's all over:)Somebody beloved to me said this to me:

Dearest,I feel that our relationshipis like a cake ypu have made.First you start with a plain and humble base.Next,you prepare the batter by carefully mixing your love,care and concern then you put it in the cake tin of your commitment and then you bring it to heat in the oven with a little temperto bake it and make it warm and fluffy then you garnish it with a generous serving of hugs and kisses,giving it even more flavours so that when you give it to me,I am greeted by an explosion of flavours,passion and undying love,with each bite intensifying those components abd enriching the love we shared...

Therefore,I ask myself:Is he the one?Or is he just another stepping stone in my life?

PAPERS and more PAPERS!!!

2009-10-13T19:23:00.000+08:00

Took back all my EOY results and well,left my E-Maths Paper 2...Currently,feeling "not-in-such-good-mood" now and perhaps shall sulk more tomorrow.Updates from the EOY list are typed below and BRIDGING lessons start from 2-13 Nov and from 9-13 Nov,I am down for OBS ... ...Gonna miss quite a lot :( Got a feeling to not go for OBS...Really reluctant!

Updates on EOY

English P1:44/60
English P2:62/80
English Oral:33/40
English SA2:76.5/100

MTL P1:45/70
MTL P2:56/80
MTL Oral:38/50
MTL SA2:70/100

Geog:35/50
SS:30/50
CombHumans:65/100

Chem:35.5/50
Bio:24/50
CombSci:59.5/100

POA:80.5/100

E-Maths P1:41/50
E-Maths P2: ???

2009-10-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

Oh,before I forgot...I had a hair cut tonight and it looks rather okay;)

Yeah,took back EOY results ...

2009-10-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

Blah blah blah,took back EOY results and as usual,it was not that idealistic as I failed my subject(Biology)...Feeling okay okay because I expected myself to flung Bio as I really did not know how to do...Jeesh,it's really saddening ... ... ...Gonna take back more papers tomorrow.More papers=More disappointment ...Yeah:(

English Paper 1:61/80
Geography:35/50
Social Studies:30/50
POA:80.5/100
Biology:24/50

Thank you very much for not letting me lead my life reluctantly;)

PHOTOS!!!

2009-10-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

Photographs from my Uncle's wedding:)Hopefully,Blogger will allow me to upload ...Now uploading ..... ..... ..... ..... .....So slow~~~

Finally,I have the time to blog

2009-10-11T11:28:00.000+08:00

Went home about 9+ and fell asleep at about 11+ while my hair was still wet ...THANKFULLY,I did not have a headache the next morning(today)Went to my Uncle's wedding at NorthOaks Function Rm and went to my granny's place in the morning.Hahas,OYSTER was only there at the evening and stayed for a while only.Hmm hmm,overall it was nice and I had learnt how to accept my own family*Only Oyster and I know the full account* But still,I want to thank and congratulate them.May they have the most blissful marriage:)Hmm,let's see ... ... ...Anything else?I doubt so and OH OH,going to SB with Wan Yee later on;)

Specially dedicated.

For KaiJie:
Hey,really really sorry for the delay and made your family reprimand you again... ;(and yeah,may be while I am blogging,you are still lying on your bed,snoozing like a pig...('; I do not mean anything evil yeah?Hmm hmm,some times without talking to you feels really wierd.Do you think I should stop being so dependable on you so I will feel less moody whenever you are not with me?Should I?Am I being a little too sticky to you already?If yes,I should stop then.It will not do each of us good.I am getting back results on Mon and Tues,you should know by now...How bad will my temper be and how much will I sulk ... ... ...
Do you even know how lonely I felt whenever you are not with me?

To Wan Yee:
Hey,I believe you should br feeling better after talking and crying it out yesterday right?Relax and chill,take life slower.

To peers that I know:
We are taking back our FTE results on 12 and 13 Oct 09,that day may be a joyous day for some people but also a day that others deemed it as a sorrowful day and dreaded it badly.No matter how,let's just take it easy and accept the truth.Truth=Reality.Some times,looking things from a different perspective is much beneficial;)See you guys on Monday!

Partially boring day ... ... ...

2009-10-08T21:34:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 8-plus and went off to GESS for 2 meetings and had a Sex Education Seminar and yeah,atmosphere was rather chaotic and noisy... ... ...Hahas,but was quite fun and went to Plaza Sing to buy LKH's novel(I believe you)and I AM OFFICIALLY PRONOUNCED BROKE :(

To my dearest KAIJIE lao gong:
HAHAS,I am blogging and talking to you on the phone...AGAIN;like yesterday:)TOTALLY INFATUATED OVER YOU!!!<333>

To Min Feng Er Zi:
Hey!Mummy cannot really do much for you but I can be your listening ear and supportive mummy during this stressed-up period for your 'O's.Just a quote:You reap what you sow;)
Just jiayous and yeah,I will keep your precious cards in good working conditions yeah?And my nescafe treat to you too;)

Ruined post below!

2009-10-07T20:17:00.000+08:00

LAST PAPER FOR THE YEAR!YAY! I COMPLETED ALL PAPERS OF ALL SUBJECTS!TIME FOR ME TO LAUGH AND ENJOY!;)But,achieving good results and ending papers are 2 very different matters ...
Went over to WANYEE'S place for mini celebration and it was pretty fun;)Thanks for the accommodation!!!

To my dear dear MR SNAIL:
Heyo Snail Snail Lao Gong!!!Guess it's really lame of me to blog about you when I am talking to you at this moment:)Too Bad,you got a CHILDISH Lao Po,what to do?Hahas,heard that Chemistry was all right for you,which is GOOD!Guess our 1st Monthsary gave you some luck?Hehes,having Bio and A-Maths tomorrow,gotta JIAYOUS okay okay?A1 for A-Maths and A2 for Bio?!?!?!Hahas,a little motivation from me okay:Journey will be tough,I am sure you are strong enough to conquer the toughness(: Yupp,how long do you think we can last?I hope it will last for eternity,do you think we can??? ??? ???Hahas,1st Monthsary is TODAY,071009!But,I celebrated my day with my friends and you celebrated with your friends and your revision:)Hahas,gonna see you real soon!Gotta TAHAN(tolerate) yeah?Jiayous LAO GONG!;)070909<333

For 'RW':
Yeah,do not dwell too much on your Art FTE already.I know you are upset.Just gotta relax and chill yeah?Perhaps there are chances for you to score since you produced good workmanship:)Look forward and stay positive!!!(:

To Jocelyn:
Hahas.CHEERS to the end of our FTE!!!Yeah,had so much fun talking on MSN on Sex Edu talk tomorrow and also about a particular person...Guess it's only the both of us that knew about it!!!Thankfully,we will not be seeing her so often.If not,dire consequences...You will be sneezing the whole day while I will continue to fail my English...Hahas!:)))

Last paper for the year!

2009-10-07T17:02:00.001+08:00

Last paper is indeed something worth celebrating for BUT...When it comes to results,its 2 different things ... ... ...Celebrated at WANYEE'S PLACE=)ThankYou for the accommodation!

To my DEAREST 凯杰:
Was really happy to hear that your Chemistry Paper was going on quite well for you:)At least you did study right?Today is HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY<3 070909 ="D

For my 'R' ...

2009-10-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

Hey 'R':
Think you will be saying that I am super lame and childish after you had read this post that I am going to post specially for you.Chatting with you on MSN now,right?Hahas,you really learnt the skills of grumbling but it's okay.I do not mind for I know what you are facing and going through is not very easy and smooth.After knowing you had actually so many things not done,I wnat to let you know that though the journey is really tough,just give in your best.At the end of the day,it doesn't matter have you succeeded or failed.It's the process that is more important.Take life easy,it's indeed difficult but there are always people surrounding you and helping you in times of need.'V' will definitely help you as well and yeah...Some details are not meant to be said.But,like what I told you,look forward to the good things that are about to happen.(*: and lastly,sometimes we need to go through the hard way to appreciate good things,that's more meaningful for life;)Jiayous and all the best for Art tomorrow:)Sorry,Bible is not with me,so I cannot quote anything for you. "I am not GAGA,I am RHONDADA".(:

With Love,

Eileen(Mountain cave woman)

58th and '07