Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 9:22 PM
Guess this shall be my last post to you saying anything already.As each day passes,our relationship slowly drifts off even as good friends.Perhaps we should not even been talking after the break up.It is okay not to be together and since you have so many responsibilities and options,I choose let you go-officially.I do not tear and feel sad or even want to have any conversations with you already.You abruptly cut off eveything form today,this very today...I seem to have many things to type but everything was jammed when I was typing.Tongue tied?May be.I am left with two weeks to do eveything,hope that everything would be done smoothly and you can just slowly fade away and when time comes,I will even forget you.I will not forget but neither will I remember.To forget is just an action,it slowly sweeps off the painful memories you have in life and prepare the spaces to slot in new ones or happy ones.To remember is also an action,it just occupies one part of your brain and that occupied part stays on,there will not be spaces for new or happy memories,just sad ones.To forget or to remember?That is another question that even I do not know it myself.All I can do is to move ahead and perhaps to just let go lightly and time will do everything from then on...Bye,this is my last good bye.