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Well just reached home after collection of my blazer and now slacking in front of the computer and blogged.Today had training and slacked my way there,had some interruptions during my monotonous life just now(Only Vampire and RW know)Yeah,thanks guys!(: and went for lunch in Kopitiam with ANGKASA.Took 851 to NLB and continue slacking~~~~~

Took bus back to GESS to attend a briefing by Mr Kung and Miss Kong regarding tomorrow's Grad Night(Yay,can see my handsome and pretty my seniors are)And yeah,that marks today and today SUCKS...Not a good day to end off with... ... ...Bleargh,perhaps I should be more careful towards the people in my surroundings.Correct?Lastly,dear DADA,though Vampire is away for 4 days,you still have ME.Agree?Time flies,in the blink of an eye,Sat is nearing and Vampire is back from Thailand(: Just keep your emotions and cheer up,okay?Well,I will become like you soon,do be there for me okay?(:

MrH is leaving tomorrow,18 Nov-25Nov,to Taipei with his family.I cannot send you off to the airport but what I can do is just to write(type) everything down on this virtual biography of mine.The thought of you leaving hits me really hard and sometimes,the pain is excruciating.I am sure you had felt it when I was away for OBS(coincidently,you were also in COLC for 4 days)so the pain and pressure you felt was not that much.WHAT NOW?!You will be away for exactly 7 days,how do I live on then?NO MORE talking to beloved,NO MORE sms-ing beloved,NO MORE crapping with beloved,NO MORE shouting at beloved,NO MORE laughing together with beloved...& the list goes on and on.In case if you did not realize anything,I can tell you that I am not feeling any better,I am not feeling any happiness,not even a tinge.All I felt was pure sadness and pain.Its very tiring,you know?Without you tagging for such a long while,feels really wierd.It had struck on me many times to give up,but I can never never do such things.Reason being,you are somebody I loved...That's simple.Seriously,what exactly do you want?Its very sick to keep quarrelling and dwelling on the problem for so long and NOTHING is down.Agree?Through everything we had been through,it's SUCK-ed a lot.Really.It may never dwell on you that this problem is bothering me for super long period,but how can I ever tell you???Its very hard to open my mouth and say it.Do you know the depth of the harshness you will get when I told you this?How hurt will you feel,do you know?I anticipated that you will be extremely hurt when I tell you this,okay?Seriously speaking,I hinted you enough already,it's now up to you to decipher everything.Your interpretation is the key to this,nothing is able to help.Only your interpretation.On a lighter note,the 7 days when you are away,I can learn how to divert my attention away and do my own stuffs.Yeah?I gotta start planning my holidays and use them appropriately.The month of November had been packed and hectic.Therefore,I only left with December to tidy up everything(My Holiday Hmwk and certain proposals)Though teachers may not really mark the assignments,it's still my responsibility to finish them.Hahaha,sometimes things not only have their cons,but their pros.Each happening leads to a decision you get to decide.The decision you have made then leads you to you thinking whether is this happening a por or a con.It's better to stay positive,good for both physical and mental being(:Lastly,to my beloevd MrH,do keep yourself warm in Taipei and enjoy yourself with your family as well okay?Please remember that you still have me to take care,so never ever collapse(touchwood)and certainly,I will be counting down from 18 onwards ya?I will be tight down by certain matters in school,therefore loneliness will not come knocking on me that easily.At least,I know partially of what I can and should do when you are away to keep my mind occupied.A day has 24H,so it should,by right,pass by fast correct?Yeeha,this is seriously a colourful neon green and long letter that I had for you,do go in one piece,come back in also one piece.Taipei is a really nice place,a place where I would like to visit one day,so just grab that opportunity and make the best out of it.Some people do not even have a chance to go to far far places like that.(: So,you should not be frowning or feeling dejected ya?I should learn how to appreciate S'pore more,since I had always procrastinated that it is very boring and small...Yeah,your MrsB will be tied down many things,so just go with a peaceful mind.(; Chill-is what I have to say to you.If possible,I want SOUVENIRS form Taipei all right?But,the best souvenir is still YOU landing in S'pore safe and sound=)

Love you and take care.