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Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 10:36 PM

Dear MrH,you may be in some random part of Taipei now or perhaps sleeping in the hotel room already,correct?Days flew by quickly,it's already Sunday and in the blink of an eye,it will be Wed soon.Well,apologies for not picking you up from Changi because I will be with my squad,having dinner together:)Hmm,I do not think I can meet you on Thur or Fri because you need to rest.Well,Sat is our 11th week and yeah,gonna miss that again right?For Sunday,I will be going to HQ to count money from Flag Day and true enough,you cannnot meet me again.On 30 Nov(Mon),I will be having Maths lesson and 1 Dec(Tue),perhaps having BBQ with my Exco.You are WELCOME to join:)Hees,dear dear,looking at everything,do we really have time for each other?I had meet you for nearly 2 weeks... ... ...Do you know how much it hurts and how bored it is?True enough,there are times when you really cannot meet,but try to okay?I may sound very demanding.Therefore,my decision will be the same,as neutral as before:If you want to meet,meet,not free then forget it.MrH,just remember,I am used to it...I do not miss you or whatsoever...Really,I feel like EMPTY,really nothing.I miss your warm hugs and you by my side...How long can I carry on?I doubt I can for long okay?I had enough,meaning,I really had enough...I hate this okay?I feel that our feeings will fade,no matter what.Well,you knew it too,right?You may be thinking that I am iniating a break up,no matter how,I just want to see you.Okay?Perhaps we are really not meant to be together at all,in the very very first place.What do you think?You will not see me posting much about or for you...I am tired of this.

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