TK // Someday

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Woke up at about 6+ and met Rhonda,Nabil and Pui Yee at Tiong and took 16 to HQ to count money($$$) for the money collected on Flag Day.Amanda and some sec 2s were around for PD later on and the whole hall was very crowded,filled with people carrying tins up and down.Hmm,settled down and started counting and counting...Oh yeah,I am bound to make mistakes,either undercounted or overcounted...FOR ONCE,with the calculator,I can make mistakes=x Rawr!Hmm,neck aches:(And,A was around with his CHS SJAB friends,cadets and officers.SADLY,Aloysius had a music exam and Samuel(kor kor)was in M'sia,so both were not around.Hah,A and me did not talk nor say Hi.We just smiled and he keeps staring...(?)Hmm,I do not know but yeah,from what '07 said...Well,can say that it was just not meant to be:)Hmm,completed everything at 12+ and lunch in Taka Mac and walked down Tangs and Hyatt Hotel to go Far East with Rhonda.Hmm,quite hard to find her shorts because of her tight budget.Yupp,I FINALLY settled down for a 2-way dress that cost $50 and a pair of brown flats that cost $15.90 for my X'mas.Hmm,quite fun shopping around in FE and I really did not know that FE was that big...Went with ... before but it was very small...Hmm,different people had different experiences ya.Hmm,dada and me got the same friendship band:)Yeah,went home in 132 with dada:) *Hope you are more cheerful already*

Hsu is right.I should probably just learn how to let go of certain people officially,especially A.We may not end up together like last time anymore and so what if we ended up together again?A is just gonna do a replica of everything that happened 4+ months back.Things would be made worst during 2010 when I am sitting for Ns and he is sitting for Os.The stress accumulated will be more,it just keeps increasing until end of Os and Ns.Therefore,I had decided to leave him out of my life and carry on mine as normal.A seems normal on his appearance and I believe he should be normal.It's very very painful to just to look and smile back,seriously.Till now,I think things are only healing bit by bit...