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Fancy blogging early in the morning may seem to be something wierd to some people because they may be still sleeping,having breakfast or having morning exercises.For me,I will be having 58th BBQ later on with most Ex-cos and some other friends.Yesterday's night was not a very good night,I had a heated argument with somebody for nearly three hours and kept tearing.I nearly lost him but why I did not feel the pain now already?We were on the brink of breaking up and it took us a while to calm down and talk things out,it was something harsh and painful right?Generally,people may be still feeling sad and what not,but mysteriously,I do not feel anything right now.I just realize that ...Or perhaps things are taking for their changes and we should adapt ourselves to these changes?Or is it just boils down to this point where we are just not suitable for each other,despite the fact that we had already tried our own best?Or we need to reconsider some things in our relationship?Which is what?Or simply to put it off:we should not even start form the very beginning,it is a mistake.I do not know anything at this point in time,I grew so dependent on you throughout,having to adjust quickly to being independent is not that easy.I hate to say this but if we are really not compatible,we shoudl just end this.Correct?If you have ever come across this post of mine,I want you to know that I am feeling sad more than happy,I am feeling stressed more than relaxed,I am feeling tired more than energized,I am feeling sick more than fresh and last of all,I am feeling hurt more than love.I need you to carefully if you still want to carry on this,I am all right with breaking up,just to let you know in advance.2010,a year where you and me will be sitting for our National Examinations(Os & Ns),I may not be able to cope with the impending stress and you.Therefore,it is more advisable not to have any relationship matters for next year.For our schedules wise,mostly,they clashed.Everytime when I asked you out,3/4 of it you will be with your friends or your family.When you asked me out,I have to go out with my friends,I am caught in a dilenma.Just take yesterday for an example,your things are all last minute and you expect me to adapt myself quickly to suit you?!I am seriously very fed up with what you are doing okay?Please,have a planned schedule!Look,our character clashes as well...So many things sums up to us not being able to be together...It's high time to think again and perhaps come to decision to do what we ought to do.Like I said,it is wrong to start.

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