Thursday, August 6, 2009 @ 10:28 PM

Dearest:
I should be lying on my bed and on my way to LALA Land but I decided to post this post in case you will ever come across my blog suddenly and I am afraid that chance will go away;forever,so here I am blogging out to that only-you.I had did whatever i can to hold you bck and salvage the relationship;I know it is impossible because we will tend to hold each other back.So,I can tell you truthfully,my results did shot up.SS-9/10,Geo-17/25.For Eng and Bio is still unclear,so is MTL.Hope to get As from them:)Yeah,at first I thought it was my fault to ----- up with you but how wrong I was!You wanted ----- long time ago,don't you?I had more and more doubts in my heart.May be you ar right,I should care lesser,but can I?I do not think so.Life without you is equivalent to the sky without rainbow.I do not know what exactly are you busy about until you cannot even spare 30mins!What is wrong?Can 'we' solve it/them together?Remember your promises,my sweety.Are you going to forget our memories just like this?Can you account me with a better and clearer understanding/reasons for -----?I should be sleeping because have to wake up early for NDP and lastly,I am using Net secretly.If Mummy knows,she will ground me for the whole month.Are you really that merciless?

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