Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 7:00 PM
Doing noxious things to numb myself;skipped breakfast,lunch and fete(Only had 1 meal of KFC to withstand the whole of today)
Yeah,made up my mind and will do 'suicidal things to 'kill and numb' myself for the rest of the year:)Yayness,I'm tenacious to them:)People may wonder what kind of suicide???Well,suicide=suicide;just replace the meaning of suicide with this suicide in my post and you'll get the meaning ya?Yupp,felt woebegone after Aikeen broke up with me and I'm going to be assertive to do suicidal things.Eg:Suicidal HMWK,mugging and commitments!!!Gonna do suicide things to numb and numb and numb...The pain is unbearable and inadmissible;will not die but half-dead:)Yeah yeah,a complete change of me(180 deg change)from someone blithe to someone cynical:)Yayness:)
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