Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 7:47 PM
WHAT THE...busy till like so damn no time!!!Ahyos,kiss goodbye to my postions and 'A's...Sobbing now...
Yeah,had SJAB training and quite a few officers came and yeah,assessed our situations and realized that I have much much more things to handle now together with PB things too:(Feeling super morbid and prostrated...Anyway,Sir Hakim and a few officers told us that there will be a change in the promotion criteria and things will be tougher;so officers told us to be mentally prepared from today onwards.Yupp,basically ended training+meeting at 6+ and had dinner.Yeah,gonna study?I do not think so because I'm simply NARCOLEPTIC and I need help and more help:(Yeah,and for dear dear,please continue reading.Thanks:)Squint your eyes again =X
Yeah,do not EMO anymore okay?Bad for your health and I believe you can do well:)For me,it seems to be a difficult case because I can hardly find any time to do and revise my work due to commitments and I'm having headache now;like I'm super stress qith so many things troubling and bothering me.Yeah,I was rather pissed with you for not calling and SMS-ing me,but the truth is out!You had flung your Phy Test and yeah,you must jiayous and mug okay?Perhaps your friends are correct...Should we break?Hmphs,I'm seriously super sad and on the verge of crying already.Yupp,I do not want you to be overstress and perhaps go mad and commit suicide?Terms 3 and 4 are seriously very very busy and tiring.I'm feeling the 'impact' again and yeah,both of us just screw up everything and anything:(Sobs sobs.Why can't we be a stress-free couple without worries?Like I'm not blaming anybody here ya.I had made up my mind and will not give up on my commitments+studies that easy!I will try my utmost best to keep myself going.But the problem is:Are you able to hang on that long?Will break be a better solution?I'm seriously felicitous to have you but I do not want you to keep emo-ing.May be you should not have told me about the break-up incident...Feeling super screwed-up and bitter.Yeah,tears started rolling down my cheeks ... ... ...So,therefore I ask you:Can you carry on with this 'life'?
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