This post is specially typed for 'err hmm'...I believe that everything,even the slightest details had been fully explained and understood.There is definitely no way for us.It's only this that make me fall apart.Days without you were hard and terrible.Friends were there to support and encourage me to move on,seriously emphasized-MOVE ON.It was only a torture for me and nuisance to you for me clinging on to you,which supposed to not be the case.I had told you everything that I wanted to say and feelings I had kept deep inside for around a year plus.It was a relief for me to put these burdens down.At first,I find it very difficult to move on and continue with life.Suicide did once came into me.Luckily,Kelin was there,always supporting and cheering me up:)Thanks lao po!I was in the midst of losing and winning.The sms-es were a bet,to either lose it all or to have a victorious win.Both were not.It was neither a lose or win.I had been really sad and thinking about you these few days ever since we last talked.It was only at the blink of an eye that everything was already history.I remembered this few lines:Yesterday is history,tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift.Should I continue with a life of dejection and sadness or live life to the fullest?I feel that after telling you everything,you knew things better and it was not so bad for me.Yes,I had learnt a few things that I would never ever want to repeat.I did request for a photo together,I do not think is necessary now.Material things are nothing but just illusions,may be it will worsen my problem?And letting go is a must.I wrong,you correct,I hate you,you hate me,I love you,you love me,you leave,i leave...All those minor things are no longer important for and to me.It's all too late to reason and argue.Since I had made such a decision,I should never look back.Yeah,this coming to an official end.Let it go let it go ...:)i thank you for giving me a chance to be your friend.Memories will always stay,material things will fade somehow.Fate had us to meet and know,it's also Fate that we had to part ... ... ...

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